JIAQI (:

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Shift

2009-06-28T20:48:00.001+08:00

Pics from kl in fb.
Back from HK and GZ! Pics shall be uploaded once I get home. zz

Anyway.. New space!

http://wjayq.livejournal.com

:)

2009-06-19T11:25:00.004+08:00

I miss KL. The feeling of waking up and just going all around with your friends till late in the night is just awesome. I miss hx's front and back rolls HAHAHA and someone being constantly lame.... and of course benice who is our temp. mum :) Didn't manage to surprise her (it was her 22nd bday) because we were in redbox hahaha.

Alright, will blog again with pictures if benice uploads them or sth :)

Now I feel the sianness in singapore...

Nana went back to indo alr. I hope you'll transit in singapore before going back to melb! :)

Things have been complicated so far. Or maybe it's just me but I believe it's definitely more than meets the eye. But does it really matter? Does it? No.

2009-06-15T11:31:00.003+08:00

Went to Goldenmile with hx&bryan on Sat. i cannot stress how excited i am right now hahahahhahahhahahahaaha

Met SF later on. TBG tix scare.. All along i was holding on to the receipt instead of the tix!! WTH i didn't know... but anw it is with alson heng ah-.-

Wanted to go kbox but i wanted to save $$. Wanted to watch dance subaru but it was the front row and i hate sitting in front so... HAHA sorry la sf i kinda spoilt the day heehee

So we spent the day rotting... then home hahahaha

Went for dance on sunday. Heng ah alot ppl didnt come so i didn't have to be trauatised again heehee. Some bastard was sleeping (HAHA) so i went home. Decided not to go out cause i was lazy heh heh. Dinner at bedok with mum&aunt.

Today! Nana and the rest will return from tioman.
I cannot send nana off on thurs.. I am sorry nana :( I will make it up to you in dec! I swear i will.

Okay, meeting sf later. Bye!

YAY! KL :)

2009-06-13T12:25:00.005+08:00

SAY HELLO TO THE HOLIDAYS!!

WEEEEEEEEEEE! AMP presentation was awesome! I rly enjoy working with the usual 3 and I have to thank them a lot because you guys have been really understanding! Thanks for allowing me to go fetch nana and going for dance in between :)

Cyn i hope you catch your oc-to-poos HAHA

So after presentation, I went home. Met nana at orchard to fix her sunglasses. Talked quite a bit. I am glad that you're happy right now :D Went to meet zl at Penin, Nana left halfway. Talked to zl bout schoolwork. He told me about his project, presenting to clients and all.. I'm glad I decided to take up CDI. Now let's just pray that I won't be filtered out right at the beginning because that's gonna suck-.-

SF came. BK then after multiple attempts of looking for the perfect straw hat, we gave up and headed to JS to meet the rest. Spent the rest of the day at Kenny's house. Resident Evil.

SF and I went home and the rest went to Tioman!

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I can foresee that this holiday will be very fruitful with the fact that I am going overseas hehehehehe

Dad is being very very nice :D I am very very exciteddddddddddddddddddd

Now I wished our holidays would be for a month or sth sigh.. nvm i shall not be greedy.

okay i am still very excited haha haha haha haha

i wanna change my blog url-.- and blog skin. zzzzzzzzzz

haha haha hahahahaha

2009-06-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

Two more days :D

+ Nana's back!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry I can only meet you on friday :(

+ Group project's progress is good! I hope we can finish and print everything out later

- I might not be going HK and GZ this holiday
My parents like to give me false hopes and the next day tell me that it might be postponed
JUST LIKE THE LONDON/PARIS TRIP WTH HAIS

- I am broke
Officially. I need to burn my bank book otherwise I'm gonna be the one who will be slaughtered.

- I am still reluctant

+-+-+-+- CDI? :/ I made up my mind last night. But today I hesitated..

:/

2009-06-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

I think my mouth spoilt the pic. haha

Today was great. Except for dance. Trauma..

Thanks sf for today. I really think I don't know how to express myself. I can feel your efforts, and I appreciate them. :)

Sigh.

2009-06-07T10:58:00.004+08:00

I've decided not to update as much anymore. There comes a point when you feel that all these are just unnecessary. Maybe I need some privacy.

I've been thinking a lot lately. I think I've changed. I wish I could talk to someone about this and he/she truly understands how I feel. But I am afraid. And I, myself, am not sure why I'm behaving this way and I can't explain it in words.

I don't even know what I am avoiding, and why I am avoiding.

what the fuck.

On a side note, bro has gone to NS and has called back twice. Kind of miss him.

1 more week to holidays. I can't wait. Jess and xt came to my house ytd. Glad that my mum tidied up my room before they came.. Haha.

That's all.

:D :(

2009-06-02T20:38:00.005+08:00

2hours of sleep the day before. Class for less than an hour. Big book shop. Muslim food. Home to do work.

Took damn long to finish the book. Had only an hour of sleep t.t Went to school to hand in SS book HAHHHAHAHHA DAMN HAPPY :D Saw tudi! Cabbed to Gimmill with xt+jess. Factory visit! Wah i seriously wanna become buyer (Y)

While walking to bus stop, saw ivan. Took the bus to school. Went to school opp for kfc with the three and wenhui! Saw yajun. While at kfc, saw wm. LOL. Went back to school, saw sean. LOL keep seeing people around tdy!

Nua-ed all the way. Discussed the project with wh and mai then we ended up at mac lab. I started to play spot the difference then wh joined in then cyn joined in and all of us were addicted to it!!! 5 pairs of eyes saw us through to level 7.. Imba please. LOL. Seriously damn addictive but only 2 plays per day D:

Stayed till the evening then home!

Tmrw's class is postponed :D I hope not to friday though... I really wanna see my bro off to NS! Okay la... I think I'll miss him. I think it'll be weird. Without someone texting you in the middle of the night to tell you to switch on the aircon, without someone texting you to ask where are you when you're out late. NO ONE TO FETCH ME D: HAHA bastard. Most importantly the house would be damn quiet. zzzzz nvm la 2 weeks nia... During this period of time I can make full use of his desktop hehehe bastardx2

I feel so light and happy after handing in the SS book weeeeeeeeee

I hope we can finish the report by thurs, which includes printing and all. I don't wanna go to school on friday, unless there's class. Fingers crossed!

I am still damn annoyed by the connection. I can't log onto MSN because I will just keep signing in and out. SOMEONE TELL ME WHY MY CONNECTION IS LAI DEEZ?!

Can't wait for the hols! So many things i wanna do!

Singing k, TBG concert, cyn's/gene's/mev's house, going out with nana&mic, marina barrage, night cycling, movies etc. I don't know if I can accomplish that much in 2 weeks :( and i'm still considering. carpe diem?

hate to admit

but

this path will lead us nowhere

2009-06-01T04:33:00.003+08:00

I have decided to hand in SS book on tues morning..... I seriously cannot finish. Underestimated the work load hehe :x

And before I sleep I shall have a round of Spot the difference.

I know I am a slacker.

Dance; random pics

2009-05-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

I am DAMN distracted. I seriously would opt for exams a hundred times over.

Some pics:

Cutest thing ever!!! No not you sf... HAHAH bastard. The bearbear can walk so cute!

But imagine it walking by itself during the night :O

Patrick and spongebob candies. And they taste nice!

And i actually found a film SLR at home. Together with a flash unit, manual and a stand.

I was like :O I can't wait till the hols. Gonna figure it out then. heeeheeee

Saturday:

Started the day off by a little rehearsal BEEPBEEP! Then nasi lemak provided by the school. Why is the school so nice to us? hahaha.

APEL WAS DAMN FUN! The skits and even ppt slides were hilarious!!! I really like the harmonica idea HAHHAHA everyone burst out laughing. don't need to call police... HAHA

Went home to nap awhile cause I was rly sleepy. Met SF then Raffles city. Had dinner... Then to watch K.O night. Aston's with sf sfsq and their friends. Thanks SFsq&robin for the treat! :)

Dance today. No one was using the studio after class so Alson tried to help me for a technique lol. And coincidentally he takes 5 home too so we chatted on the bus. I can't help but say it again, the world is freakin small. It's like everyone's linked in one way or another. Hahaha.

That's all.

I am very mean. But this is my way of preventing stuff from happening. Not exactly the best way... probably the quickest. maybe it's karma. forget it.

back to stitches and seams.

Expo food fair with hx blau mum and sis

2009-05-30T02:01:00.004+08:00

Supposed to have apel meeting. It got cancelled in the end. Waited for xt... Decided not to go "shopping" too. Which means I made a wasted trip to school. -.-

Went to meet hx bryan his mum and sis instead. Walked around then Expo for food fair LOLOL. Went on the search for GoGo and I finally found it but it wasn't really nice. Zzzz. Went separate ways then we went to meet wm at Changi airport. Chatted till 10+pm and went for dinner then home.

And look at the time now. I have to be in school at 8am. But i'm not sleepy cause i just bathed zzzzzzzz.

I don't know why but i just have a real bad feeling. and it's already going to be the third week of the block and just look at what i've done for this whole week? shall not stay out so late for the next two weeks already.

and i need answers. to non-existent questions. or.. ok nvm
sigh.

Sf i hope you're fine..

kbye.

Last week of kallang dance

2009-05-29T09:09:00.004+08:00

School on wed. Xt jessie and i were damn funny. Moved from one room to another room hahhaahhaha ended up at level 3 sewing room. Wasn't really productive... Home early for dinner. Watched tv and slacked when i'm supposed to do SS book zzz.

Ytd was a super duper tiring day. School to take attendance then we did our own stuff. Had apel meeting. Met hx wm sx. Home to change and put my stuff. Went to my house downstairs fitness corner hahaha. Wm taught me 2weeks of choreo! Seriously need to thank him a hell lot. I bet he was damn tired too. And for the first time my face was flushed red and i perspired a hell lot. Which doesn't usually happen -.-

Went to kallang cc. Rest awhile then class. Wah, almost died during warm up. Went for dinner with the rest. Void deck and last bus home.

And i have no idea why i woke up so early -.- No school today, going to school for apel rehearsal. Then "shopping" with the 3. Hahahah.

I seriously need to get started on my SS book. I don't wanna chiong on sunday night man.

Alright k bye.

Star trek; Gelare; Pool :)

2009-05-27T00:37:00.004+08:00

Dance on sunday. Went to cheenatown to look for mum and dad. Koi hehe. Dinner at somewhere i can't rmb where. haha

Monday(notso)blues. Hate taking 15 to school zzzz. Class ended early. Went to library, borrowed books. Did some stitches. Went home to put my stuff in the evening. Met hx wm and sx at house bus stop. Sx's slipper gg but not bad, still can walk in it. Not bad ah LOL. then met wl bryan. Watched Star trek!!!!! Nice show must watch :)

Supper at wm house downstairs. Bryan's dad fetched us home :)

4hours of sleep. School. Brought lappie along but like didn't do much work... Seriously nua day man. Met hx bryan to oschool to get TBG tix. End up not open! hahah suayness. Off to PS for gelare waffles. Yeah man, i've successfully overcome my phobia for waffles. Just that I can only eat half.

Ivan came. Couldn't decide where to go. Ended up taking a random bus... And we got off like 3 stops later to change to 65 so that we can go vivo. End up there wasn't 65 there so we walked to Lucky plaza which i have no idea why?! LOL. Went to lucky plaza for dinner then walked allllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way to Parklane for pool. When was the last time i played pool man?! Phrase of the day " chill de " LOL. Impressed by hx man. Wah hx, not bad ah... Hahahaha

Home.

if only. i'm tired of thinking about if onlys

2009-05-24T04:45:00.002+08:00

friday, service mac. Have to reformat ew. Blabla.

Home late. Three hours of sleep,

School for apel. Wth... Almost died-ed in there. Received shocking sms which makes me stone whenever i read it.

Bbq chicken with usuals plus many others! :)
Home to nap for half an hour. Met sf, raffles city then k.o night! omg the popping battle.... I dont mind watching them battle again and again.

MS. Waited for ckt to finish yukiyaki. Sf caught a soft toy for first try!! Omg lucky man!! Woohoo hahaha.

Esplanade to sit around and chat. Group photo and home!

Anw, dont worry bout what you said. What you did was right.
Reluctant, but i'll try. I'm trying.

2009-05-22T10:46:00.002+08:00

bahhh i have no idea why i can't use the net on my lappie. Might repair it later.

didn't go to school for 2days. Fever's gone woohoo. still coughing though. Zzz. Went for dance ytd. Sigh i missed a hell lot. So hard to catch up. Bro fetched me home after that :)

i dont understand why we're the ones who are trying so damn hard

2009-05-20T19:48:00.004+08:00

Dad accompanied me to see a doc this morning. 38.1 ugh.. Had to wear a mask and everyone looked at me like I had swine flu ):<

Super nice doc gave me 2 days of mc. Not sure if I wanna miss out stuff in school. After all it's only 9-12.

Slept my day through. Utterly bored and I feel weak all over.. Just don't feel like doing anything. Hate cough syrup.

wished i could tell you to leave me alone

i need my own space

without you looking into things every single day

ugh.

2009-05-19T21:30:00.004+08:00

T1 with classmates. Manpuku for lunch! Udon > Ramen and I finally had icecream hehehe.

Walked around then home early.

Came home, surf net.. so relaxing. My nose was being a bitch and xt told me I am gg to fall sick alr...

Which came true. Woke up with a super duper ultra heavy head. Fever. Well done. Seriously wth??!?! I just recovered not long ago and I have been drinking a lot of water and taking carrot and apple juice lor!!!! Why doesn't my body let me rest :( In a healthy and relaxing way. Ugh.

Hate this ):<

For once I don't want to stay home. I rather go school and rot...... Damn

kbye

K.O night; banana plushie

2009-05-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Some random pics:

Badly shot pics of Silence&Noise fashion show

Random day when jessie bought a bottle of coke and the cap wasn't cut at all. Meaning you can't open the bottle the normal way which resulted in slicing the bottle and screams and a light coke shower

Last Saturday:

- Raffles city. Awesome nice lady :)

- K.O. night with SF and friends. saw mev!! :)

- Banana plushie for SFsq!!! K la sf caught it la okay happy? HAHA

- Home early. Did adcad till 4+am.. ugh

Sunday:

- overslept, missed dance :( oh mai gahhhh and i got to know that a new student joined and it's I*)!@)_)@#*(E@)! simi niao

- walk walk with sf&sfsq

- Art friend to get boards+stuff ( i totally didn't use it tdy wtf waste my $ )

Saw jane! omg when was the last time we all met!!

- Sushi tei ( worst experience up to date. NOW SF'S NOT GONNA BELIEVE ME THAT SUSHI TEI IS BETTER THAN SAKAE!!!!! fine )

- Cine to watch angus, thongs and perfect snogging.

TRAUMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA in the lil room.

Then she realised there was a camera HAHAHAHA who ask chuz

- found two rly cute lil furry jiggly thingys omg i didn't know big bird can be so cute!!!!!!! hehehe

- Home

- adcad

- School!

Monday

- COULDN'T OPEN MY FILES!!!!!!!!! luckily not corrupted or anything otherwise seriously FML

- AMP ( seriously falling asleep cause it's so.. theory based.. i have a bad feeling about the assignments D: )

- handed in adcad :) rotted in cam lab where i fell asleep.. left sch with mok

- home

- sleep

- got a shock of my life when i woke up cause i thought it was morning alr

- Subway for dinner woohoo!

- rot

ahh so relaxed :) better enjoy these moments as much as i can before all the shitty assignments start to pour in.

k byee

END OF BLOCK 1

2009-05-16T01:16:00.004+08:00

Block 1 is FINALLY OVER!!!!

Err but adcad to be handed in on monday which kinda prolonged our pain... but still better than handing in on thurs. Sure die! I swear presentation was chui-ness.. I wished I could present it again sighhh nvm it's okay.

Marketing presentation was fine!! Happy woohooo. Now I wished I had put in more effort for the earlier reports. Chionged report after presentation. Cabbed to eunoslink w xt cause we missed the last bus. On the way home I went to get dinner WHICH SUCKED!!!!!!! I swear the MSG they put is like..

THIS MUCHHHHHH

Yup it is horrible, trust me.

Kay nuff of reflections... Can't wait for AMP! Yay carol we love carol don't we! Just hope that she's as nice as how she looks... Lol weird phrasing but whatever. Hahahaa

Oh and thanks gene for Koi today :)

I rly wanna sleep today but I feel like completing adcad so that I can enjoy my weekend... Doubt i'll do that. And I can finally get back to Kallang! Last 2 lessons zzz better than nth.

K.O night tmrw! Can't wait!

Update again tmrw or sth.

Silence&Noise = dope!

2009-05-13T07:02:00.005+08:00

Ytd we had this fashion show below design space by Silence&Noise. I seriously think our seniors are damn dope.. I felt damn stressed. I wonder how we'll fare for VMP2 man.

Anw the set up was good, with DJ spinning and all. Went shopping within the school LOL. Yeah and the temp stall was damn awesome too it just made you feel like buying stufffffffff

Went to check out the stalls by Sam they all too! Shopping can relieve stress (Y)

Pastamania delivery for dinner (Y)

Home at 11+. Started to do adcad. Took a short nap. And omg good morning people!

I'm pretty sure I'll have to stay up tmrw morning sighhhhhhh there's like so much more stuff to do :(

I hope we can hand everything in on Friday morning so we can enjoy CCN day! But i doubt so.

zz alright that's all byee

2009-05-12T04:01:00.003+08:00

I am stressed but it's not showing in my work. I seriously wanna give up on assignment 1 and 2 because it's definitely gonna demoralize myself... I thought I was free from designing but NO! Why do we have to design why why why sigh. And it doesn't feel any better because Christine will be sitting in during the presentation.. holy shit!!!!!!!!!

" sorry sorry sorry" LOL damn catchy song.

Okay I should sleep. Gonna meet the rest at 9am T.T

4more days left jiayou (Y)

" it's like multiplying and dividing by 1 "

New phone; SF&SFsq; Escargots

2009-05-11T10:36:00.003+08:00

Yesahhhhhhhhh the modem is finally fixed and I can finally use the internet.

It goes to show how dependent I am on the internet.. Not good not good.

Wordy post:

Went out with my mum and aunt on sat. Got my phone (yes no more lat-pei phone anymore) and walked around... Bought nothing cause Suntec and MS was kinda boring. Home to rot... Opened my file for adcad and did a little. Eventually I couldn't tahan so I went to sleep heh.

Sunday.. Start of intermediate class. Have a reaaaaaaaaaaal bad feeling. Nvm it's okay. LOL.

Went home to rot with my bro... Amazing race marathon -.- Met SF and SFsq in the evening! To heeren then WS came then me and SF left. Jack's place for dinner because SF had a craving for escargots.. Not really pleasant to look at but surprisingly it tasted... Not bad. LOL. Our main sucked though.. The chicken damn tough... zz.

Anw, saw the tent@ Orchard. Sigh we missed the Audi fashion fest because we had class then we missed the briefing and we were struck off the list.. How sad. Can you imagine us dressing the models for AFF? Experience of a lifetime I would say!! Nvm we still have plenty of chances! i hope. haha

On the way home I went to sawp and shave (lol) to look for rum and raisin icecream. And I found it!!! It's for my mum btw... Felt kinda bad not spending time with her on Sunday even though she said it's okay :/ Bought redbull, coffee, pocky and cup noodles. All set to work through the night!!

Started with coffee which tasted REAL BAD. In the bin. Red bull. Physically awake (is there such a thing?) but all I wanted to do was to sleeep...... So I struggled till 4am before I caved in. I am trying to finish assignment1 now because Harvey's gonna check our progress!! zz

On the other hand, I can't wait to go school later!! Gonna support adm-ers at the stalls! Wooo

Woke up with the news that the modem is fixed!!!! Awesome start to the day (Y)

Alright I should get back to work. 5 days left to a REAL weekend meaning no assignments at all woohooo gogogo

k byee

Oh, Happy 21st Birthday to SFsq!!!!!!

i don't think you'll see this but anw.. hahah

k bye again

2009-05-08T19:08:00.001+08:00

Am in school now and I seriously don't feel like going home cause...

THE MODEM IS DOWN

Life without the internet seriously sucks.. It's the third day already and I'm like dying zzz

I hope it would be restored soon because I cannot tahan not going online every night.

On the other hand I am getting 8hours of sleep every night which is a good thing la...

Okay that's all. mia for the time being lol.

bye

2009-05-06T02:29:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday dad :) (5/5)

So I stayed home for mon and tues. After having so much rest (fri-tues), i really hope i can recover like fully. Including my cough which is damn stubborn zzzzzz

Okay i'm gonna contradict myself right now because we had dinner at Pasta Fresca De Salvatore@Siglap just now and it included evil food like pizza...... Totally will harm my throat but whatever. Pizza and pasta was good. Pics another time. My own lappie is being a bitch right now. The wireless connection doesn't work at all! It just keeps going on and off on and off i hate it

But it may be due to the Apple discs that I just installed. And I realised I didn't have iphoto all these while BECAUSE I DIDN'T INSTALL THE DISCS!!!!! WTH? alright laugh at me i think it's quite funny too HAHAHHHAHA because it's like a year alr!!!!!! ........... i know i'm blur. i don't need a reminder.

Now I wanna uninstall them but I have no idea how to go about it... It's affecting my connection and I have to return this lappie soon so..... argh

School tmrw. I'm pretty happy cause I'm sure this week will pass real quickly then next week will pass AND HELLO TO 9-12PM CLASSES CAN YOU FEEL MY JOY :D WOOOO

Okay but I'm gonna go through hell before that cause adcad is definitely gonna eat up all my sleep.... zzzz glad that marketing's group work though.

woohoo alright i'm on a temporary high right now. must be the cough syrup haha

kbye

sorry

2009-05-04T23:02:00.005+08:00

Thanks edwin for your lappie it really saved my life. I appreciate it a hell lot.

today i tried to be like you. i tried to pretend that nothing happened. i realize how bad you felt.

i wished all these didn't happen.

cause and effect. i lost a friend.

i foolishly thought it was all about whether i am willing to forgive or not.

then i realized as much as i was trying to let you know how selfish you were, i didn't see myself changing into the selfish one.

even with time, nothing's gonna be the same. or maybe it'll take another year idk. it just pains me to see that whatever we had was crushed with my own fucking hands and i kept pushing the blame onto you. now that i regret, it is all too late. too late for me to apologize.

i can't face you anymore. i don't even know how i survived today.

thanks and sorry.

sorry for this late apology.

2009-05-04T09:56:00.004+08:00

What is wrong with this block... I am so fucking jinxed and just plain suay.

Recently I fell ill. Am on the road to recovery but fuck. Of all things why attack my work WHY? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

So I did my moodboard till like 4+am ytd and yeah i decided to stop there and take a rest. Woke up in the morning to open my file and it was corrupted. Fucking corrupted. And blank.

... seriously FML ok. and now PS doesn't work anymore. like why? it was working perfectly fine ytd. this sucks

i'm trying to install PS on my bro's desktop like for the third time. i have no idea why the trial doesn't work at all. if all else fails i'm so screwed.

okay i am ALREADY screwed.

fml fml fml fml fml fml

/edit.

i am screwed. x2

i have no fucking idea why photoshop cs 2 3 and 4 can't work on my laptop and on my bro's desktop.

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Sheefu - thermometer, pregnancy kits?!

2009-05-03T23:54:00.006+08:00

Finally met sf today! Went to MS for HK cafe where... LOLL suckers. LOL. Walked to Peninsula to get some stuff.

Raffles city! Saw so many stuff that I want. Sighhhhh it's been such a long time since i did offline shopping. I wanna sawwwwppppppp!

Left RC then received the reminder to bring thermometers!! Went on the search for it and asked all the pharmacies! SOLD OUT, WTH??! and then sf did sth REAL HILARIOUS!!!

SF: " THERE!!!!" points to "thermometer"

Woman behind: O.O ?!

TURNS OUT THAT SF WAS POINTING AT PREGNANCY KITS HAHHAHA HAHAHAHHAAH I SWEAR IT WAS HILARIOUS OKAYYYY!!! Can't stop laughing man AHHAHA HAHAHAH freakin funny.

Anyway... found the thermometers at Jason's marketplace!! What a miracle hahaha.

Went to bus stop. Saw this lady panting REAL heavily and like feeling super uncomfortable. Not sure whether to help her or not cause she was ike trying to walk. Walk a few steps and stop and catch her breath.... sf and i was like looking and looking :/ i feel kinda bad not to help... but i also can't help what right? :(

see you soon sf and all the best for school and everythinggggg lub chuzzzz

Home. omgggg i hope the deadline for marketing will be extended :/ sigh. I'm praying real harddddd

Anyway, xt recover soon ok!!! Rest well before all of us can fight Ass1 & 2 together! Take care!

and thanks connie :)

i just need some time. some time to sort my thoughts.

i myself want things to be back in the right track. but i know things have changed.

meanwhile i'm doing my part to forget.

all will be well.

till then.

auditions t.t

2009-05-02T20:11:00.003+08:00

Met wenhui then cosina came along then went for audtion. zzzzzzzzzz I totally screwed up the auditions today. The results are not known yet but i myself know it.

WTF WAS I DOING MANNNNN i can't even rmb t.t

zzzzz nvm... at least i tried. Shall continue learning outside. Hope that one day when somebody tells me to freestyle i'm able to do it confidently. That's my aim for now (Y)

Anyway, labour day was really wasted by staying home the whole day to rest. I have no fever = no swine flu lolol. Still coughing though.. I wanna recover quickly!

Tried to do work with the rest today but i only did like the sleeve and half top for fig illustration. I'm soooo dead. I have like fig illustration plus moodboard plus marketing to do wtf???? i dont even know when's the deadline for marketing. if it's monday i'm so gonna die.

i'm so bored now and i wanna sleep i don't wanna do work t.t should have stayed in school or sth..

2 more weeks left i can't wait for next block cause it's only one module wee!!! i hope the workload's not alot. yeah.

i don't know what you're thinking. i don't even feel like knowing because you're not you anymore.

2009-05-01T08:50:00.003+08:00

School school school..... i am freakin slow sigh

Went to boonkeng to wait for wl bryan wm sx. Waited with hx. Class ended, LDF then to GV to book tix for Xmen. Ivan came with his guitar woo!

Watched the 1.45am one. So we went to slack outside SMU again hahaha. While watching the movie i was really dozing off cause i was damn sleepy... Probably missed bits and pieces of it but aiya. LOL anyway the show was still okay. Taken is nicer haha.

Went to Kopitiam for food then back to SMU. Omg i suck at bridge!!! t.t

Morning came and my mum came to fetch. Mac for breakfast :)

Am sick and im angry and disappointed. fuck all these shit. i shouldn't have i really shouldn't.

i feel so fucking extra. now it makes me feel that it is all my fucking fault. so blame it on me really.

sick >:(

2009-04-28T10:30:00.004+08:00

oh my gawd i feel feverish right now and my throat hurts like crap. My immune system decides to break down after a week of school how nice.... i rly wanna get an MC but nooooo i dont wanna chiong my report for nth and hand in late nonononono

marketing still suck balls.

i better get some sleep tonight cause there's no night class. but i need to do adcad. oh myyyy

must.recover.soon.

okay im gonna continue the report right now. 400 more words to go.......

2009-04-27T23:01:00.004+08:00

I think i've developed a cough. Sighhhhh. And it doesn't help when i'm not getting enough sleep recently zz.

anw yay to all of us cause we handed in our illustrations and fabric designs today!! woohoo!

SWOT report due tmrw... Stayed in school with the usuals then they left then gene left then i left around 10+pm cause the security guard chased me away. SIAN i was totally into the report lor!!!! Already halfway through okay. And this totally proves that i cannot do work at home cause i'll be like procrastinating and all. zzz

Adcad is seriously getting worse. i have absolutely no idea on how to go about it.... i hate draping t.t i hate photoshop....

omg i realise i have no life man.. everyday about school

but whatever this is how it is. labour day quickly comeeeee i wanna restttt

okay back to report! :)

AND OMG SATURDAY WTF I WANNA BACK OUT!!! seriously need some help........ x.x

2009-04-27T04:08:00.003+08:00

Am waiting for photoshop to finish downloading zzzz.

oh my. i'm like.. super duper tired right now. Did work till 6am (includes major distractions like msn) and went to sleep. Woke up for dance. Met sf at fep. Saw joyce at Litmus! Reminds me of how i caused Sf to lose her job because of me.. HAHHAAHA

Went back to watch the competition for bboying and locking. Oh myyyy i seriously cannot forget that jump and land on the floor with the sitting position by augustine(?) as well as bboy green who did the middle finger. Totally OHHHHH!!! moment. Bboying is seriously cool... But i cannot do it LOL. And i rly wanna learn locking t.t Anw there were so many people packed in the room and when i managed to exit the room, i never went back in LOL seriously got heat wave!!!

Home after that. Dinner cooked by bro and his gf!!! I was seriously hungry. I only had a meal the day before and it's the same for sunday. I'm like still hungry now zzzzz. Bro did this sauteed strawberries with vanilla icecream OH MY IT IS THE AWESOMEST THING ON EARTHHHH

Okay i am rly very tired. Report due on tues. Need to chiong later in the night... gosh.

Photoshop quickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk t.t

Adcad and SWOT oh myyyy

2009-04-25T22:49:00.004+08:00

It felt like friday today because me xt and jessie went to school to do adcad. Gene came later then we did our work... Her mum fetched her home and we stayed till around 10pm. I hate doing work. Seriously...

And i'm not even done. I have to colour my motif then i have to draw clothes onto the figure and do the shading and highlights and oh my i still have SWOT to do.. I HAVE TO FINISH THE ADCAD BY TMRW MORNING t.t I hope SWOT's gonna be easy since we already have the outline. Sigh...

i can do i can do it. no sleeping seize the night!!!!

i don't wanna lose a friend.

2009-04-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

It's the weekends!! (yayyy! hahah harvey. inside joke la) No difference to me. In fact i'm going back to school to do adcad tmrw. Wtf man......

No night class today but had to stay back to do work. Sigh.... and me wenhui and cheryl has taken the first step. I AM REALLY SCARED AND NERVOUS!!! SERIOUS SHIT. omg one week one week left!!!!!!!!!! oh my oh my

Stayed till around 11... my bro is damn nice today. He fetched me then he bought fried rice for me cause i was hungry cause i only had cup noodles. So sweet right!!!! maybe cause he just received the NS enlistment letter and he wants me to look after his comp or sth... LOL okay cannot doubt ppl like this haha

nothing can be worse than this. NOTHING

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2009-04-24T09:49:00.002+08:00

Handed in both reports ytd. Feels damn good man. KFC for dinner. Back to mac lab to drag stuff... hahaha shhh.

Submission for illustrations and fabric design on monday.

1500-2000words SWOT analysis on tues. oh myyyyy

Illustrator decided to die on me today. I opened it ytd and it's like working lor... zz..

okay i feel damn insecure now. someone tell me what's going on?

i don't want misunderstandings. afterall i'm the outsider..

2009-04-22T22:24:00.005+08:00

Tuesday was freakin funny esp after charlene's class! hahaha went to cad lab where a lot of nonsense came out which led to non stop laughing.

word of mouth become mouth to mouth LOL tsk tsk xt!!! HAHAHHA and i think we became high so we laughed at every single thing hahaha

Today was normal.. We finally had western!!! Stupid queues zzzz Cad lab again. Tried to do the report. I really don't know how to do lor sigh

hokay that's about all! :)

holyshit.

2009-04-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

Met cyn first cause she was late too then they didn't let her in LOL

Waited for them at the cad lab... rot haha. Wanted to go Tampines1 for lunch but no time so ITAS instead.

Bastards beside our table. i hope your arms rot. fat bitch.

Wanted to go to class then we received the news that the class is cancelled WEEEEEEEEEEE but there is Charlene's class at 6 :(

Went to tampines1 with the usuals. Decided not to go for the class since she said we only need to go for awhile.

Went to Manpuku (?). Sth like Shokudo!! Not bad leh the food but no pizza D:

A call from kelly saying that charlene wants us to go back :( Xt cyn jess and i cabbed back for the briefing. After awhile can go off liao zzz

Home.

you know sometimes you really want to know sth... but when you get to know, you fucking regret because it makes you so sad and fucked up. it makes your heart feel so heavy and the more you think about it the more you feel sad? then you try to console yourself by saying the truth hurts and lies worse but actually you wished all these were just lies? and you don't rly wanna talk to anyone because no one can help even though they're there to listen but deep down you still feel like shit and you make the other person feel like shit too and you feel sorry but you can't help it? ever experienced such a thing?

and the best part is people are telling you that you look damn stoned and you speak real little today and like you dont even realize it?

mmhmm. i am affected. i admit.

I missed genesis! Year 2 Day 1

2009-04-20T09:12:00.003+08:00

Someone save me pls.

I. MISSED. GENESIS.

What a freakin bad start to Year 2!!! SERIOUSLY WTF WONG JIA QIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Supposed to meet the rest at 8.30 but i got woken up by xt's call at like 8+ 9.......

I swear I didn't hear my alarms. I SET FIVE ALARMS OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy shit.

So i decided not to chiong there because by the time I reach it'll be like 10am and if the person lets me get in I suppose I wouldn't want to because it'll be damn awkward and I'll have to sit alone so forget it....

I'm just thinking if I need to get MC.. no need right?

ah wtf man seriously i can't believe this is happening to me t.t

ok get over it.

SO,

Celebrated April's bday at Cafe Del Mar on Saturday night. We had a private pool so coolllll

Went to the beach after CDM closed for the day and the guys played dog&bone! Freakin funny hahhahah

The night seemed to pass real quickly and soon it was morning. Went to harbourfront macs for breakfast then cabbed home.

Slept for awhile then went for dance. 2nd last lesson alr so fast!!

Met sf after that. Went to walk walk... Met ckt ali shauna and ck for zhichar at Lai lai.

I think it was quite a spread.. hahaha "last dinner" lol

Alright... I am officially year 2.

I have a target. Like finally. And i hope i can achieve it :D

Can't wait for this block to be over!

byee

2009-04-18T15:06:00.005+08:00

I. AM. FREAKIN. WORRIED

I went to check tp mail and I read harvey's email.. Gosh. All the assignments are just.......... I'm not confident about it. At all. I've lived my whole of year 1 feeling insecure about every single thing and it's sad to say I might live year 2 or even year 3 the same way. Seriouslyyyyyyyyy.

It's saturday already. Finally I have the afternoon to rest and rot. Not going for the job interview thingy alr cause sy found out that the job is.. bad. Idk how to explain but yeah. Well at least I won't have to wake up and bathe and head out straightaway, which I've been repeating for the whole of this holidays.

I HAVE SEIZED THE HOLIDAYS! (Y)

Good thing for the song ' Seize the day ' because I've been taking it literally for these 3 weeks which is good i think... I know i should have stayed home to rest but once school starts everything will be monotonous and dreadful. The good thing is everything will be back in their place... Such that I can (hopefully) brush everything off.. such that i don't have to think about anything anymore. Everything happens for a reason and I believe this is why..

hokay i know no one understands.. ok maybe sf. sigh

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

update again tmrw!

insomnia

'Taken'

2009-04-18T04:09:00.002+08:00

Friday:

Met shinyee&sam at Orchard. Went to wheelock to repair sy's mac! Pepper lunch for lunch lol. Then went to walk walk!!! Sam ah... shopping spree ah LOL! Sigh i want that pair of sandals!! DAMN COMFY!!!! But no jiaqi nonono.

Walked to PS. THanks sy and sam for waiting tgt with me!!! :D Met edwin bryan hx &sx. They had dinner. Then went to watch movie " Taken".

OH MY IT IS THE BEST MOVIE OF 2009!!!!! in my opinion that is. DAMN NICE SERIOUSLY GO WATCH PEOPLE WATCH TAKEN

WATCH 'TAKEN'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tauhuay after that and home! Saw yang on the bus hahaha.

Home.

I've been talking to melvin lately.. Got to know that he is cyn's friend! And then he showed me a vid. And i'm like:

" is your friend wong hong keat "

" ya "

SERIOUSLY. THE WORLD IS SO FREAKIN SMALL!! Hong keat's like my pri school mate pls!!!!!!

Well it goes to show that everyone is linked in one way or another. Damn cooooooool!

hahhaha okay i think i need to sleep soon. i've been sleeping so late recently!! which is good. just that im not sure if i'm able to wake up on monday... 845am in schoool. Packed buses wtf...

alright bye!

Cyn's house; last lesson of Kallang cc dance t.t

2009-04-17T02:37:00.003+08:00

Wednesdayy:

MJ @ gene's house with the usuals! We finally had koi after so long.. shiok man. But kinda sick of it now cause i buy too big cup liao LOL

Left earlier to meet mum for dinner. Went home.. Wanted to sleep early but didn't LOL i think i'm taking "seize the day" too literally. hahaha

Thursdayyy:

Cyn's house!! Supposed to meet them 11 but i forgot need to sao mu. Sao mu then breakfast. Home. Fell asleep cause i was rly tired. Then went to cyn's house to meet the rest :) K-session yet again! Took zou yin videos HAHHA freakin funny.

Dance at night. My last lesson sigh :( I was so sad my mind totally went blank for like twice. Totally paiseh-ed myself but fuck.. i couldn't think straight at that point of time. I wished the holidays would last forever. Okay that will be too long but yeah. Dinner with them then to lao di fang. Stoned... And wtf huixiang is jialun's younger brother!! and jialun is like my bro's friend HAHAHHA small world pls.. Took 65 with the intention of going home. Saw zl&jordan on the bus! Me edwin bryan and wm ended up at eunos heights lolol. These 3 are pigs man seriously!!! eat eat and eat LOL. Bro fetched me home yay :)

I hate the timetable. 3-9 WTF?!?!?!!!?! suck ballz sigh.

But one thing is I'm in RVM!!! So much for being all worried about dropping out and joining the 2 at SIM. HAHHAHA

And i've totally understood the fact that life is unfair. The SIM case is a good example. Still cannot believe it. But shit happens. You have to take the shit in your face no matter what. Right? I totally respect you guys, for sticking together in shitty times like these.. Without any complaints or anything. Ok maybe i dont know but still... awesome (Y)

Alright that was pretty random.

sigh i lost all my motivation already. what i really want now are the holidays. i dont want marketing. i dont want to learn adcad. ballz.

and i don't know if i can...... argh seriously i think it's getting into me wtf

ok that's all bye people!

Jordan's bday!

2009-04-15T03:02:00.006+08:00

Started the day @ Acid crue. The process is like freak cool seriously....

Slacked at Padang. Dinner at LJS. Off to Georges. Starting is really stone... But it became damn fun!!!! A hell lot of nonsense man hahahah sigh i regret coming home so early i should have stayed since i don't feel like sleeping D:

okay visuals!

i finally wore my ninja shoes out... i feel damn conscious when i wear them.

Georges with the usuals + boobiesTan HAHAHA + Eunice + Dom&zl's classmate!

Happy Birthday Jordan! :D

I only have a few pics.. Shall wait for april to upload :)

ok i need to rant... i rly don't want the holidays to end :( this is by far one of my best holidays! apart from last dec cause nana was back and my bday and stuff..

everything's gonna disappear when school reopens! no more tonning, no more slacking like there's no tmrw, no more a lot of stuff...

there's just soooooo much more stuff we haven't done!

1) picnic with sf!!

2) topone; salvation army with the classmates

3) hanging out with ckt

4) meeting julia :(

5) a proper meeting with the cows (lol) - which i doubt will happen alr sigh

6) shopping ( I NVR SHOP AT ALL!! year 2= heck alr)

7) repeat all of the above

D: sigh i want the holidays to be longer!!

and if only the poker cards are speaking the truth. shit i dont think im supposed to feel this way :/

ok i seriously regret coming home early WTBALLZ nvm jiaqi you need to sleep..... got pimple liao zz

ok gdnight people!

Ton x3

2009-04-14T11:35:00.003+08:00

Ever since the day kallang cc caught fire... I haven't been sleeping well. LOL not that i'm sad over but yeah literally i haven't been getting much sleep.

Sunday was spent by catching a 9.10pm movie, Sniper alongside edwin, bryan hx& wm. Wah edison chen rly damn hot!! Why he porn star? wasted! And wm looks like edison! like 30%. And we haven't managed to solve the mystery lor... whether we were in 6g.

After the movie we wanted to 'zuo zuo yi xia'. Zuo until 12+am... No more bus liao. I wanted to cab home actually cause tmrw i'll be out till real late butttttttt.... Sigh i don't know why but i still can't do it... ok nvm.

So we slacked outside SMU while they danced and under peer pressure i got forced to do baby freeze and i succeeded in it HAHHAHAHHAHA yesahhhh

Started to play poker... Daidee, first to 5 buy drinks 2nd story telling-.- So yeh story telling... WAH hx, your stories wild sia!! Salute you. LOL

Then first bus home.

hokay i have to meet sf+zl soon!! Countdown to Jordan's bday later on. Tmrw meeting the rest at 1130am...... wah no need to sleep again.

aizai, SEIZE THE HOLIDAYS \m/

Pics!

2009-04-12T21:13:00.005+08:00

Pictures!!

OMG FOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i see liao i feel damn full LOL

UNBORN!!!! watch till i feel like sleeping LOL no la that was because i was sleepy hehe

LOL SHINYEE! hhaha

K SESSION WEE!!!

durian puff. currently my fave pic cause it is retarded and when i see it i feel happy so.... LOL!!

LOL shinyee damn high that day!!!!!!!!!!! which resulted in quite a handful of unglam pics! but i nvr post on fb la haha

hi jessie LOL

On the whole everyone was pretty high even though sleepy cause of the mattresses but still SHIOK DAY!!!! If only my house is like cyn's.. wah shiok sia ok stop dreamin jiaqi hahaa

TODAY!

Skipped dance cause i was rly sleepy and i just couldnt push myself to go for the class. Plus sf had work so like.. yeah. hahaha.

Slept for an hour 30min... Woke up cause of the alarm. Lie down tried reaaaally hard to sleep but cannot!!!! NO IDEA WHY!! So i didn't sleep.

Wanted to sleep just now... but the thought of having only 1 week of hols left, I AM AWAKE NOW!!! I can sleep all i want when i die in future so.. SEIZE THE DAY LOL

And now i have no idea what to do also but i just don't wanna sleep.. like abit wasting time LOL if only during school days i am like this..

Zhi char for dinner with the family, aunt and bro's gf! The herbal chicken is awesome. I'm pretty sure i've gained a hell lot of weight this hols... Serious shit.

hmm ok that's all, bye :D

Cyn's house; Gaypop session lol

2009-04-12T09:38:00.004+08:00

Friday is awesome!! Went to AMK with the usuals to buy fooooood!! Had miaokou chicken which is freakin nice plus one durian pancake. Went to Mok's house at YCK! Good thing i wasn't THAT tired at her house cause it was damn fun filled!!!! note that i didn't sleep the day before zzz

Potluck menu:

1) Roasted meat

2) BBQ chicken

3) Spaghetti

4) Chicken with corn NICE! xt don't hao lian ah hahahah

5) Mexican drumlets

6) Cheese omelette

7) Shrimp wonton

8) Sushi

9) Marble cake

10) jelly and agar agar

11) Ribena; choya

12) Durian puffs

OH MYYYYYYYYYYY CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW FULL WE WERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we awesome (Y) HAHA

btw we're carnivores. obviously... haha

Then we watched Unborn. With the projector and stuff then we had mattresses and pillows to lie on and it was daaaaaaaaamn shiok!!

After the scream-filled ending featuring edward cullenS (LOL), we had K session!!!!

CYN YOUR HOUSE DAMN DOPE!!!!!! it was so dope we wanted to sleep over!!! But anw we went home like 10+pm and 854 is damn fast. Next time take bus :)

Anw cyn thanks for being a great host it was awesome!!! i know i keep repeating the phrase but it is rly awesome wooo

ok sooooo went home to sleeeep

Met connie after soooooo long! Went to town to walk arnd... Wah town rly damn boring now i swear. 5+pm edwin came. More stoning.... Wanted to catch a movie but didnt hahaha then we went to starbucks to start drawing Rs.... HAHAHHA left home feeling danm damn nua!

11+pm went out again LOL Met edwin bryan and hx at Cathay. Caught Fast&furious! Quite nice leh the show i wanna drift too hahaha The movie started at 2am btw... so we went for tau huay first. When we finished it was like 4am so we walked and walked and walked and finally settled down at the SG Flyer area.

Emo session; True/Dare without the dare haha. Then we moved to somewhere nearer to the Flyer to avoid mozzies and started Gaypop session hahaha

Left around 8+am... Am home now and i'm rly scared i can't wake up for dance later so im not sure if i should sleep...

ok pics the next post! byee

Kallang cc on fire LOL

2009-04-10T03:50:00.004+08:00

Left home today thinking i'll be late.. Then there came the news that dance is cancelled. Followed by the sms that the cc caught fire. HAHHAHAHAHA wtf honestly....... After much hesitation i went home to change then went to meet the rest. Dinner at Ps then we went to Cathay to watch Knowing. wtb i was covering my eyes for some parts of the show LOLOLOL it is not even a horror movie... ok whatever. sigh i hate sx's SD hoodie WTB >:(

And i got to know that weeming is from mbs. And he told me he's from 6G. And i just remembered i am from 6G but how come we don't rmb each other?? LOL small world anw! Some left then edwin bryan+wm and i went to Bedok macs slack and chat till 3am then home.

Decided not to sleep since i have to wake up at 430am later on. Have to go sao mu. I foresee myself being all listless and zonked out at cyn's house later on....

The thought of school reopening just makes me feel so... tired. Have to keep that motivation going!!!

k byeee

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am home from saomu-ing! slept on the way there and i had this reallyx1000000000 weird dream that i hope won't happen!! it's damn sad and yet funny cause someone was drinking tau huay zui HAHA uncool7x

anw i was totally freaked out by this beetle which fell on my face and i was like #)!(#*)!#!)(#! what's that!!!!!! and it fell onto my hoodie then i flicked it away ew. kept me awake for like 20s. then to alj for kway chap (Y) my bro woke me up by spilling coffee onto my arm well done lol

Now im awake and i don't feel like sleeping. Mum's forcing me to sleep cause she says it is dangerous to go without sleep..

?? LOL

k good friday people!

3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5

2009-04-08T20:31:00.004+08:00

To school today, had lunch at kfc. Back to school to slack... hahaha damn lazy to do anything man

Went to lib to check results. Sigh i deproved. W/o cumulative i'm like below 3. Sigh honestly suck ballz.

I'm aiming 3.5 for Sem 2.1 so that my cumulative will be 3.2! I hope i can do it because it is not impossible! Shinyee improved a hell lot and she really motivated me!!! To the rest, Well done too!!! :D Esp Cassandra. OH MY GAWD honestly.... super awesome (Y)

And this only goes to prove that i need someone to push me before i will really put in effort.

I am pretty motivated for Year 2 right now I CANNOT BE LAZY ANYMORE!!

But right now, i wanna enjoy my hols fully hehe

Gogo jiayou (Y)

2009-04-08T12:15:00.002+08:00

SO i didn't meet sf ytd cause her back pain aww poor thing! rest more you!

And so i rotted the whole day at home.. Wanted to go exercising butttttttt... what's new haha

Woke up today. Wanted to go print shop but didnt. And i am so bored now... Therefore,

I've decided to go to school. Like now. LOL

I AM RLY DAMN BORED LAAAAAAAAA

ok la i better go bathe and everything now i think the rest are in school alr so bye!!

Holidays Week 1 :D

2009-04-07T12:02:00.013+08:00

AWESOME WEEK! :D

Wed:

Cass's house! HK cafe for lunch at white sands with Xt Cyn Shinyee Sam cass&benny.

Went to her house to help her think of the contents for her letter. I hope there's another selection! Cause i don't know whether i said 1 or 2. If i said 1 and it is finalised..... I think i'll just drop out or sth. Honestly!!! I cannot survive in 1. so... FINGERS CROSSED!!!

Thurs:

1st lesson at Kallang with edwin+2others. The rest came after that. Zhi Char. Void deck. NO I NOT EMOING HOR! Stop insisting that i did ok asshole haha

Fri:

Lunch at Pastamania with the usuals :) Had hawaiian, calzone style and it looked like a giant currypuff!! I sound so suaku but i nvr eat b4 ma.. hahaha

To school to slack... Major camwhore session with wenhui's mac!!! OMG her mac damn nice :( It's like normal mac but Macbook pro's colours then the keyboard's like black so it won't get dirty and stuff :(

Slacked till evening then we went for TPDE's performance!! MEV DAMN HOT!!!!!! Cass fell in love with her LOL mev damn pretty..... bth bth bth LOL

After the performance we went to triangular gardens to do jumpSOT hahahha. Failed in babyfreeze what the ballz i cannot bend my back also I AM SO NOT FLEXIBLE OK t.t

HAHAHAHAHA

Apparently i can't do it w/o the finger in front of me zzz

Fave xuchunmei pose!

DAMN COOL LA SAM!!!!

Sigh told you i cannot bend liao T.T

After multiple attempts!

Sat:

530am woke up.. Went to baibai. It sucks to see the adults crying :/ Esp my dad. I think he really misses yeye. I mean who doesn't :/ And my mum too sigh. I cannot imagine what will happen if my parents are gone it just pains me just thinking about it t.t ok choy.

High tea at Traders with family, aunts and cousin+bf. The food... is.... mediocre. Won't be going back.

Went to look at phones... Sigh i wanna change my phone!!

Then to GWC with family. I had IC (Y)(Y)(Y) awesome shit. Home.

Sun:

Dance. Finally went out with sf! Went to fep with sf+sfsq. Usual places... Town is seriously boring zzzz. Art friend the better toy store and kino where we.... WOOHOO LOL secret then to PS.. Then to Georges. Just me+her. I hope the poker cards are speaking the truth :) Ordered alr then suddenly zl say they at JS. So faster finish then went to JS to meet CKT! I feel damn guilty cause i haven't been meeting them for the past month. Crapped around then home!

Sf's fave game LOL

LOL sf you better stop your " I've got you covered " poses LOL!!!

Mon (6/4):

Meva's house for wii! Lunch at LJS then to Fairprice where we bought icecreammmmm maltesers drinks! Looooove ribena!!!!!!

Rabbid is still my fave game :D Me shinyee+ cyn seriously pigging out... Esp the icecream LOL

Dinner at 85. Stingray sotong and kangkong! Not very nice lor..

LOL shocked faces!!

WII FTW!!

Meva's leaving for indo today! Hope you have a safe trip :D

Tues (today):

Meeting sf!! Will update when i'm home :D

Christian lacroix; HOLS FTW!

2009-04-01T02:05:00.008+08:00

Field trip to Christian Lacroix costumier exhibition with some of the adm-ers!!

Took a hell lot of pics. Will post more when i receive from the rest :)

COOLEST ROOM EVER!!!!! There are like these flying dresses above LOL then a film rolling, shown on the curtain behind so nice and there's this... mysterious yet creepy feel but makes you go wow when you enter hahaha damn k00L pL0x

LOL!

nice leh i like this pic!

All of us! blur cause the security guard lousy ok la no la kidding heh

don't ask me why we're doing the xu chun mei pose behind it was impromptu ahhahaha

ok that's all cause my batt died on me before i could take any group pics sigh

credits to kim!

Half of us went to catch Confessions of a shopaholic! Nice nice must watch :)

I wanna watch depature next! no unborn pls t.t

Met the rest then dinner then yami yoghurt (Y) then home!

Soooo monday was awesome!! Handed in the skirt and journal and yay my efforts were paid off!!! I'm jsut rly afraid she'll moderate sigh

I hope not!! Slacked the whole day in school cause we didnt catch a movie in the end.

Dinner at home. FINALLY. 1 whole month i didn't eat dinner at home sigh. no kidding.

Slept at 8pm LOL I KNOW i only had 2hours of sleep the day before!!

I realised aiming for a grade is so tiring. Not sure whether imma do this again but i really like the sense of satisfaction.

ok la that's all HOLIDAYS YESAH!!! ok la i wols but still WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

k bye imma sleep nights.

Oh happy april fools'. I got tricked by sf. Next time you rly leg pain dont look for me hor ass HAIS

And nana i knew it you were lying!!! HAHAHAHAH

k la bye!

hw's bday!

2009-03-29T23:55:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday huiwen!!(28/3)

Went to Brewerks at Clarke Quay. Had awesome nachos! I like the ribs too yum. We ended the day with a walk around Clarke Quay before heading home!

Visuals:

Nachos!! Didn't take pics of the mains cause i was too hungry lol the ribs and mash is good!

random belly dancer lol

:) I just wished pris hungchee and sn was here with us.. hope to see you people soon!

Dance today. Im starting to enjoy dance more and more!!

I am super scared for thurs. ballz haha

Penang laksa+wantons with sf and sfsq.

Supposed to go watch the lion city lockdown today but i decided to go home to do my journal cause i still had a lot of stuff to do.

Sorry sf i ps you...

Home. Watched eragon while doing my work. Sian i want a dragon too.

I really feel like giving up on my journal. Im totally in the holiday mood now. I have to reach sch super early to take pics, slap pics onto my journal then print. I dont even know whether xorex is open. Not open i die. Sigh.

sigh. sucks to be the bad guy.

so strong it just seems impossible to fend off but im learning. actually i shouldn't even feel this way.

ballz.

2009-03-28T14:52:00.004+08:00

Left school to meet sf at town after her work. Went to the SAM flea. A hell lot of LJ stuff lor sian... Sorry girlsssss i didnt get anything too! hahhah

Walked to esplanade for makansutra! stingray kangkong and chicken wings yum! Went to get drinks then Esplanade to sit chat talk. Ant attack! I swear it was freakin gross! My nose damn itchy they probably crawled up from my throat :O ya right...

Toilet incident. omg i swear we were damn nervous lor HOR SF!!!! omg my mao standing now.. LOL dont know who keep say " eh take cab leh.. faster" Told you to "remum klarm" liao.. Luckily never lor also nothing happened... save $$ HAHAHA Took the NR home and i swear i was damn sleepy and i went into stone mode while the ballz beside me damn hyper.

Ya la credits to sf. Not bad la... not bad only dont hao lian can? LOL

Anw, went to help out at the dip show again. As usual, dinner was good! Pizza hut and kfc chicken wooots! And Mariana freakin pretty i cannot tahan!!!

omg she damn pretty. ok i look like crap.

---------------------------------------------------

Quite a lot of stuff happened this week.

And i'm pretty sure you won't ask us yourself, and i know you would read this somehow so i just wanna let you know, no rumour is spread.

If you wanna know why we're not talking to you, why not reflect on yourself first? Since secondary school you've been like this and no one was there to correct you. Or rather no one has ever corrected you. Everyone's been giving in to you, including your parents. Your relationships, always in a mess. Outsiders know best. Even if you didn't tell me anything, i see and i hear. It's enough. I think i've seen and heard enough. The bottomline is, i don't like the way you live your life. This is the reason why.

I have the right to choose the right friends. I know what's right and what's wrong. As a classmate of yours since sec1, using this position that i have in your life, i wish you would start learning what's right and what's wrong. What you should do and what you shouldn't. You know well enough what i'm referring to. And i'm not a bitch to spread this rumour in our school so stop assuming that it is being spread when it isn't. It is really up to you to believe or not.

You are going the wrong way. You are spoilt. Your life is messed up. No one can help except yourself. I am telling you these, because we've been classmates for so long. Otherwise I wouldn't have bothered.

This is from me to you. I hope you would read this and think about it yourself.

Everything should just remain this way. Status quo, classmates.

2009-03-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

today sucks. real bad.

everything just came at me all at once in a day.

2009-03-23T04:46:00.000+08:00

It is almost 5am again. It only goes to prove that I can only start work during the wee hours. I have no idea why too.

Dance today was kinda fun. the choreo was fun but i kind of forgot the back part. Stm ttm -.-

Home after that. Sf had to go to work, i had to go home to do my journal. Which i (really) settled down and started doing at around 10+pm. From 5-10pm i only did like.. 6slides? I am indeed efficient.

And why isn't school at 3pm tmrw?? zzzzz

Oh and im almost done! Im left with the sliphemming part which i'll go to school and do a small component. Have to print and paste stuff. Not forgetting a pic of myself wearing it-.- And the lining part......... I rly forgot how i did it-.-

5 more days till the hols i honestly can't wait.

Aiyo my room is freakin messy. Think imma sleep first.

Goodmorning peopleeee

2009-03-22T00:52:00.006+08:00

Boring saturday. I finally "installed" my table lamp! Now i have a makeshift light box at home! Haha

Am waiting for 1am to start my journal. LOL I KNOW RGT i seriously cannot start work till the last min. someone wake me up pls.

Was supposed to concentrate on my journal today but... yeah. And i've thought through some stuff. If i've done my best, there's nothing else to regret because it's not my fault that things didn't go my way. Gotta accept and let it go.

Dinner at PP with parents + aunt. Koi! I am getting sick of the med sized pearls. Ugh... mini pearls FTW!

Home. Dad is a racist HAHA

Pasarmalam, horribe singing-.- , tempted by muahchee and tutu kueh but too full zz

Rot.

Net-a-porter. I saw this pair of sandals :

IS FREAKIN NICE?!?!?!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

587 pounds which is equivalent to $1284 SGD?

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

I hope Gojane comes up with knockoffs for this! Am crossing my fingers!

Ok la it's over 1am now i should seriously do my journal.

Toodles!

/edit

zomg it is about 5am now and i am incredibly tired, physically. and guess what, my journal's approx 1/3 done only. Shit.

I have a hell lot to do later in the day i don't even know if i have time to finish them. I don't wanna work through the night leh alamak how

ok i shall try to continue doing!!

ZZZ

2009-03-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

There are just some things we can't control.

Damn freakin unfair.

Unpicked my skirt for a lot of parts today and i really think i cannot get the grade that i want. I am telling myself to expect a B+ right now but a small part of me is secretly wishing otherwise. I dont even know why im behaving like this.

Drafted the circular skirt then home.

'strangers' is just one level down, isn't it?

2009-03-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

OMgomgomg i honestly can't wait for the hols esp when pleated skirt is done!! Woooo just gotta touch up tmrw and hand in on monday!

've been staying back till so late these week esp today. Stayed till 11+ 12am. Gosh... I hope my hard work pays off even though i don't have much faith in my skirt.

Thanks xt a hell lot cause you've been staying back to teach and help :)) And the rest for the motivation! And of course i wanna overcome myself and........ I just really wanna know the results now.

Ok but i'm still procrastinating. My journal haha. I'm not going to do on illustrator so i'm a tad worried that Veron might not like my way of doing it. Aiya whatever i rly cant wait ><

I actually feel stressed cause I am stressing myself out when I have expectations of myself.

SHIT I DAMN SCARED ok nuff nonsense

buaizzz

Money issues >:(

2009-03-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

Dance tdy then met sf after that. Lol poor thang got drenched in the rain b4 class.

FEP. Nana thai as late lunch for me. Crab is awesummmmmmmm

Someone balanced a pearl on her lip today HAHAHHA On the bus, i LOL-ed at sf's song. It is hilarious!!! Anw i wanna be a purple gumball HAHAHAH Bugis then sf went to support sfsq for her dance competition @Zouk.

Initially i thought there was dinner with my family but i ended up at home eating cai fan. HONESTLY!!!!!!!!! I could have gone to watch the competition. But then again i'm not 18 yet. HAIS i wished i was 18. 9more months. Gosh.

Rant:

It's been a long time since i did offline shopping. I'm depending a hell lot on online shopping. Someone pls stop me from withdrawing money from my account. Honestly if my mum knows im so gonna die. But i have to stress that my allowance rly can't balance my output :( Including lunch and dinner (esp this month), transport fees, phone bill, printing fees, material fees, shopping ( i know i knowwwww i'm trying to cut down. trying. ). My mum should just pay for my transportation fees. $50 goes a long way. Can provide meals for 5days!! I absolutely cannot stand it when i have to claim printing fees from my mum cause it is too frequent. I can barely get by w/o touching my savings. I think i need to start working but every single time Mpho calls me for work i cannot make it. I think now they don't rly bother texting me. Actually shopping can't even be counted into my allowance because that amount definitely doesn't allow me to buy anything. I can complain but seriously I shouldn't be complaining. I shouldn't be.

Scrimp and save then. Stop shopping online jiaqi stop it alr. Should totally 'lose' my ib device.

For now i think i should stop shopping already. Window shop can la :x Till the end of this month. Baby steps, baby steps!

Hope i can achieve it. It's 2 weeks only. CAN.DO.IT!

Note to self: do not complain. not a good time to complain.

Financial issues aside, I barely touched my "Friends Of Sea" bag this weekend. Which means I did not touch on my work at all haha. I have 1 more 1/2 size to do and recording of journal to do. I really cannot start work till the last minute.

Someone should really motivate me. Like honestly. Both education and financially.

#2 Note to self: eat muslim. no western! less soft drinks. avoid vending machines. avoid flagging cabs!!!!! no supper no snacks. just the neccessary meals!

save money for holidays!

but i still wanna go out during the weekends i CANNOT stand boredom hehe

ok what a long and wordy post of complaints.

bye peeepoolll

2009-03-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

Drafting again ytd. The ones i did previously were voided and i drafted new ones because i added in more pleats. HAIS. i hope the sewing would be easy.

And i shall not wear hoodies (w/o zip) to school anymore. I was tortured by xt cyn and zy T.T esp xt!!!!! you watch out one day i wear heels then you know!!! :PPP

Slacked the whole day away today. Painted my nails and it didnt turn out the way i wanted to. zz. Dinner with family + bro's gf and aunt's angmoh fwenxzxz

Browsing of this online accessories shop. Added like 13 items into my cart :x I KNOW RGT!!! Change to SGD it is approx $48+ But for 13 items it is relatively cheap lor rgt!!!!! But i decided to remove some, being the thrifty me (yeah rgt hehe) and reduced it to $15.80 USD which is S$25 for 8 items!! I think it's a good deal leh hehehe shit i sound like some bimbo

I can't sleep leh how!! I wanted to sleep at like 11pm but i can't get to sleep. Supposed to do a lil of my journal but i really damn lazy.... I am somehow motivated though. I wanna get A for my pleated skirt!! Actually it will be awesome if i get an A for App1 but a small part of me just doesn't have trust in myself. All these while I haven't been setting expectations/goals for myself. All that I tell myself is to do my best but I hardly ever worked hard (or rather pushed myself) to get the grade that I want. Should totally do something to change that aspect.

But I am just saying. If i really felt that way I would start on my journal now. 3/4 of me is lazy. Gotta admit that.

OH OH. london paris trip is postponed. To June or sept according to Wilson. I reeeeeallly have this bad feeling that it will be cancelled. WTF NO PLS :(

I really wanna go. We really wanna go. Hais. If this trip is cancelled I hope for the BKK trip! It's gonna be awesome ;)

Can't wait to start sewing weeeeee

k random bye

2009-03-12T23:45:00.006+08:00

Summary for this week:

Schooooool

Sew

Fabric from Arab st

Money flying away

KFC!!!! (we had this twice in a day GOSH)

KFC!!!!!! (yet again today)

Drafting for pleated skirt (today till 10+pm t.t )

Tmrw morning drafting yet again. Probably cutting of fabric tmrw? idk. Sewing : sat-tues

Wed submission omg. And journal. Dammit.

Can't wait for Sunday though weeeee

I'm starting to love sewing. It is so freakin addictive. Can't wait to see how my skirt will turn out yay

Anyway, random :

This is what i call talent in drawing. And she's 14 only!!! WTF.

When i look at my own drawings, i feel so freakin inferior. Luckily i'm not going to design otherwise i'll die flat!!!

credits to willaaaa

ok la that's all bb

2009-03-07T23:02:00.004+08:00

Zai ah!!

Had a chance to be a dresser a few days ago on Thursday. Awesome experience!!!!! On the 26th there'll be another show YES AH!! Confirm more fun cause we're sure of what to do alr woohoo!!! I hope we get pizza and sushi for dinner again HAHHAHAHA cheap.

Yesterday, Seoul garden with 14 others to celebrate Wenhui+Shinyee+Ruixian's bday!

Me and sam were the survivors. i seriously ate a hell lot gosh.

To school, did our sewing component. Did until 10pm. Barely done. I swear the machines have something against me. Shinyee used before me. Can sew. I changed into my bobbin. Cannot sew. Then she used another machine. Finish liao pass to me. Put my bobbin, cannot use. Omg.

Today, went to school alone. THe sewing room sibei empty. Kinda scary o.o Tried 7machines in total. I swear i checked every single part of the machine. Confirm thread correctly!!! BUT CANNOT SEW WTF I WASTED 2 HOURS K SERIOUSLY.

i am so lagging behind now :( How am i going to sew on monday morning when we're gg to get fabric for the two other skirts? Hais. I am so angry with myself and the freakin machines. I have no idea why. I really dont understand WTF i was so so pissed and helpless. hais.

Gave up then went to town to look for sf. Walked around. Decided to go Queensway Ikea for dinner.

Jellyfish, a fish?

Cannibell cannibal canniball cannipearls

Full of shit

HAHHAAHAH still got eh but i can't rmb zzz nvm hahahah

51 home. Seriously rot man.

Ok that's all :)

note to self: eat lesser!

2009-03-04T01:12:00.006+08:00

Drafting in class today! I think it's pretty okay for now hehe i'm worried for tmrw's sewing though!!

Stayed back for awhile then had dinner with cass they all. Supposed to have steamboat with sf ckt but reckoned it will be super late by the time i reach bugis so yeah.

Met them then Haji for sheesha. i didn't.

Nel's present damn funny HAHAHAH i wonder if he'll ever use it. hmmmm LOL!

Home.

there's always a limit for everything and today it exceeded.

i hate it. this will always be an issue.

must. get. over. it.

2009-03-03T01:15:00.004+08:00

Kick started the week with lunch with the classmates! What a good start to a new block :) Went to class to learn drafting! Thank you cyn xt and benny who were lecturers of the day! I think i know how to draw the masterplan for basic skirt! Just hope i can rmb how to draw it tmrw haha.

Home then dinner at PP with my parents. I have no idea why i don't feel like buying anything. Not even bread. I wanna save!

Which is relatively impossible. I cabbed to school and was still late for 40mins+ I MUST KICK THIS HABIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so sleepy now but i can't seem to get to sleep leh.

Hais gene told me that Koi does not have big and small pearls now. HOW CAN!!!!! Now they have some weird size that is so normal and weirdly sized >:(

ok i stop crapping.

Happy bday nel!!!

I rmb we celebrated your bday for you during sec 1 and you forced me to buy this $6 microphone for gunbound LOL

Time flies huh. I wish all the best for you :)

kbye

Koo's bday; intoxication

2009-02-28T22:58:00.006+08:00

Sculpture done and presented on friday. The wires totally spoilt everything but whatever... And justin pushed the deadline for journal and folio to monday yay.

Totally slacking again HAHA

After school had Subway with wh meva sam cass shinyee and benny! Wh and meva went to the fair thingy and we went to Cass's bf's house for MJ with Sam Shinyee and benny!!! Her bf is good at MJ and is really damn lucky i swear. Everytime zi mo one! I left after awhile for koo's bday :) Went to ecp Sushi Tei with family koo and my bro's gf! Eat eat eattttt.

Went home then out again to meet Sheefu. To tampines in hope of buying our fave but to no avail :( To changi and we were lost and there was a group of girls who were on the same bus with us then they went into this chalet and sf was laughing at them!!!! TURN OUT THEY WERE HEADING TO THE SAME CHALET LOR wah lau loser leh sf.... HAHAHHA

Anyway we walked all the way to Changi V then went back-.- A hell lot of people man!!!! And got dj spinning so damn cool!!

All drinks were finished by like 2am? And like a group of 4 has to bring 1 bottle at least and there were at least 60ppl confirm. Damn fast!!

Observations most of the time. Saw so many ppl getting wasted and puking and stuff.. All the more i will never subject myself to this kinda shit man seriously.

Started to talk to "boobies" HAHAHAH then "boobies" kept covering his boobies on his shirt LOL damn funny. And it's kinda funny seeing random ppl coming up to you and saying hi what's your name nice to meet you when they're like super duper seh. Most of the ppl went siao.

LUCKILY WE "SABA". FYA LA I SAID SOBER K I DIDNT SAY SABA :(

On the way home, cab with sf zl yang.

SF: chanel 2.5

Me: chanel 2.55 la HAHAHAH AH AHAHHAHA

SF: I KNOW I TESTING YOU ONLY

HAHAHAHAH AHHAHAA BIG L ON YOUR FOREHEAD YOU'RE THE ONE WHO IS SABA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went home around 5+am. Sleep.

Met cass and benny today. Bought nothing except my nano case which is so damn freakin cheap. shut up sf. HAHAHA

Lunch at yoshi. Icecream. Walk and walk and walk non stop walking BUT NTH TO BUY :(

Dinner at pastamania. Pizza damn nice! Walk walk walk again. The whole day = walk = tired = chui!

CANNOT WAIT FOR APP TO BE OVER :))))) WOOOOO

okok bye :)

Grateful

2009-02-25T22:04:00.006+08:00

Totally lost the 'feel' to blog. It's quite a waste of time come to think of it.

Cant really rmb what happened last week.. Sat went to meet sf for kbox where i zao xia and po yin like mad cause of my throat :(

Then we went fishing where we caught a LeFreak seaworm!!! So damn gross i still rmb how it looks like t.t I left at like 1+ cause my bro fetched me wooo

Sunday slacked the whole day away. Awesome dinner at my aunt's place!

Guess the sketch with edwin and his friends till like 4am!!! and i lost every single game until the last round :( it only goes to prove that i'm cuter. HAHAH i know rgt dont make sense but whatever. HA!

Monday went to Ikea with Wenhui Meva Cass Sam and Benny. Wh and mev left and we had dinner. We talked a hell lot. It's been such a long time man... And it's like the first time it happened among my polymates. After almost a year. And it's rather unexpected really. I thought it wouldn't happen. Ok i'm rly talking nonsense here but i feel rly happy and good :)

Drama rama Tuesday. We were so damn freakin hyped up during the briefing!!!! And then Wilson told us we'll be adding another night in paris and it costs a whopping $700 just for another night. Gosh. I seriously felt damn sad and emo because I thought my dream's gonna be gone just like that.

But i'm lucky to have a super duper nice family. i really wanna thank them. Esp now our family isn't rly as well to do as before. I rly hope Heaven will arrange sth good for Pa because he deserves it. They're paying so much for me and they didn't even reject me at all. Ok my dad did but that was at the beginning. And thanks kor for giving your 1000 to me you could have transferred to your cpf for yourself but you gave it to me (you know about this rgt? don't later tell me you don't know and you wanna transfer to your cpf IT WILL BE TOO LATE :p ) Shit i feel so grateful towards them :') i am so blessed.

And the fact that I can go for this trip.. I shouldn't complain bout anything else. Should think positive. Think positive jiaqi. You're a lucky girl.

I think my life's rly good now. Even though school is a (big) struggle to me when it comes to drawing but i'm so glad i've been able to pass and scrape through.But i'm stil quite worried for App1 though. Should be fine huh. Anyway, I should rly buck up for year2 cause it's going to be merchandising!!!! Pretty excited and nervous and curious!!! I wonder what we'll be doing hehehe

And i'm happy for nana! I'm pretty sure you'll do well in uni :)

Happy hols to sf!! See you this fri night!

Scb!!! meet you and edwin (guoronggayboy) soon k! Im sorry i always cannot make it :3

my head is smaller my head is smaller my head is smaller!

Mini crab named Sandy! LOL

Happy holidays people :D

2009-02-17T13:02:00.004+08:00

Mic's 18th photos all on fb!

Anw, we surprised her on the 15th at her condo's function room. I swear her expression was :O for like 5secs then she covered her mouth with her hair and started crying. HAHHAHAHHHAHA what a big success!!!! This pisai girl was emoing on the 14th cause we didn't plan anything for her and all. Me and nana were like struggling you know!!!! We wanted to tell you heng never hahahahha. i regret not taking a vid!

So we celebrated for her alongside her SP dance friends which were a rly fun group of ppl!! I'm so happy for you sf cause your life is really awesome now cause you've got rly awesome friends! (including me HHAHAHAHA) Everything went pretty well all thanks to her sis and mum! :)

On the 14th, went to fetch nana then to town then to MS then to georges where it was the worst night cause a few of them puked. Which is damn weird because.. I also dont know why they kept drinking-.-

Anyway, nana left for melb alr :( the next time i'll be seeing her would be like... in dec. It's god damn long. I rly hope everything goes well for you nana!! And keep us updated bout everything over there :)

School ytd and we had bistro then quiz. 1 attempt and i got 70. not that bad la... in fact fill in the blanks part was so easy-.- stupid T/F.

And now. i'm stuck at home cause im sick :( I hate to miss school cause the next day when you return to school you'll feel like you have a hell lot of things to do. I wanted to do papermaking tdy cause i'm not allowed to use the blender to blend my paper. I need the ultra big plastic container as well. Justin's starting on the clay&plasticine thingy tdy too. And there's the critique for the kinetic wire as well.

If only I was in sec school now. I'll be so happy to miss school because i can go back to school tmrw and copy answers and hand in my work. zzzzzz

ok la enough. I should do some work and not waste my day away. Byee

2009-02-13T18:14:00.003+08:00

School as usual ytd and today. Hocos was fine. Ytd was the last quiz that has 2 attempts!! I bet i'm gonna do so badly for the last 2 quizzes.

No school tdy! But met gene xt and cyn for lunch :) Slacked in the sewing room. App really looks damn difficult.... Luckily one module only.

And thanks kelly for the mini choc cake!!! It's really good :D

Then went to lib with gene to borrow more books on Medieval. Hais i have to read the books later in order to produce a summary.

She went to meet her friend then i went to PP to run some errands.

I hope to finish the thumbnails by tmrw morning though. I know la, ambitious rgt. But that's because i really have no time. I'm gonna be busy for the next two days so... I wanna enjoy fully and not worry bout my work.

I've not started on paper making as well. Even though there's no specific deadline, there's this..... invisible weight on my shoulders. you know what i meaaaaaannnnnnnnn

Have to wake up early tmrw to run more errands then to fetch nana from the airport then town and to celeb sf's bday :)

Aiyo i feel so busy yet slack at the same time LOL

I've not touched on my research which is due tonight 1130pm. Gawddddddddddddddddddddddd

ok i'm pretty stressed right now. But will do it later after dinner HAHAHAHAHAHA

normal what.

ok bye :D

2009-02-11T00:18:00.006+08:00

Met sf on sunday :))

The usual crappings and her pisai and pits HHAHAHAHA

Sf says she looks cute here so im posting I LOOK LIKE LIZARD ok i shhh

Monday,

YUSHENG!!!!!!!!

Sibei nice gene bought Koi for us!!!! AWW SWEEEEEEEETTTT THANKS GENE!!! :D

Tues

Went to Ikea with sam, cass, mai, benny and xinkai!!!

I got my table lamp!!! Finallehhhhh

Had dinner there as well. Meatballzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!

icecream at the end then home! Dad fetched me home :)

During HoCos today, Wilson told us bout this plan.

Wtf... i rly wanna go.

On the way home, i asked dad bout it. He said most probably not cause financial constraints :(

Went home and asked Mum. Mum says she wants me to go cause it'll be good to like... Widen your horizon or sth.

I hope edusave/cpf can be used. Otherwise i'll have to pay half with my savings which is probably all that i have :(((

I'm wondering if it is worth it.

But nothing's confirmed yet so....... I AM STILL DAMN EXCITED AHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Nana's coming back soon. Boo's birthday this thurs and sf's on sunday!!! I can't wait man.

Life's been pretty good :)

kbye!

2009-02-10T02:38:00.003+08:00

wtf i just submitted my assignment1 to eportfolio

am 3hours late. zzzz

seriously......... is it me? or is the portfolio difficult to modify? I COULDN'T GET IT!! AND UP TILL NOW I DON'T!!

IT LOOKS SQUASHED AND.. SHORT AND CRAPPY

would appreciate some help here man

how i wished we could use Blogger instead. It'll be so much easier.

p.s sf, i'll send you the pics tmrw la hor.... i wanna sleep liao HAHAH

k nights!

2009-02-08T12:03:00.004+08:00

Met julai, PEH!!, hd and her bf ytd.

Went to bugis for steamboat zomg i think it's damn nice. I ate alot despite the fact i already had lunch at home :O

Walked around then they all left while i walked around bugis street while waiting for my aunt&mum to fetch.

Off to cheenatown then they had dinner. Waited for my dad and home!

A pretty awesome day, catching up with them and all :) Peh is still damn freak tall, TALL FREAK!!

And i spent a hell lot ytd. rahhhhhhhhhh

And now.. where are the freaking pliers?

zz i finally had the 'feel' to start on my wire sculpture but i just can't find the pliers. goddamnit

and i finally started using the studs but there isn't enough for my bag

A random thought,

you know how some people say " The only thing constant in life is change "

Seriously i don't feel like changing anything right now. I think life's okay and good enough to get by.

The only thing i wanna change now, is probably my blog url. It sounds damn... indecent. LOL!

What was i thinking?

But i am damn lazy... Maybe i should switch to livejournal soon. Then i can have my bwingbwing background!!!

haha ok i think i should start doing sth now. Don't wanna work through the night or sth.

2009-02-07T01:36:00.004+08:00

Benny's bday pics are on fb!! a lil though.

Anyway, Wii at Mev's house tdy with wh, shinyee, cass, sam, mai and benny!! We should have another session soon!!!!! woooo

No pics though, only vids. Should i post???

The rabbid game DAMN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! Reminds me of Jessie's rabbit jam book LOL!

I wanna MJ now sia....... But this block got two mods. Maybe next block. Or might as well hols la.. 3weeks nia. Better than nth.

Gene ah... 3 weeks more then school again hor... slacking at home rgt............ you should go to PP and buy koi for us HHAHAHAH ok la kidding :D

Can't wait for today (sat)! Meeting julai&hd to celeb hd's bday!!

Then sunday, meeting sf!! after like... 2 weeks. Stupidpisaigirl

I'm not sure if i have nuff time for the wire sculpture... And some other stuff. I hope i can squeeze time out. I wanna make it good.

I am damn excited haahahhahahaha

Ok la that's all bye!

2009-02-06T11:44:00.004+08:00

mindblock!!! i have been stuck at the 3rd thumbnail since an hour ago.

gawddddd

the first one went so well. 2nd like crap. 3rd 4th 5th blank

alamak.

2009-02-05T10:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROXANN TAN HD!!!! we'll nvr forget the mjr days yes? Keep in contact! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENNY!!!!! Have known you for about a year now... All the best to your FDM career!! :)

soooooooo after school ytd, went to TM with wh&mev. Had lunch then shopping!! Gotta admit TM and CS really have nothing much. The only thing is there's a new Cotton On! Wooo. Anw i still bought two pair of shorts. Very affordable hahaha harvey.

Submitted research for HoCos ytd and i admit, there's a lot of info I missed out on. zz nvm. And i have not studied for Quiz2 later :O

Complacency jiaqi complacency. Nvm la anyway got two tries, sooooooooo... I hope the 30min revision might help LOL jiaqi is complacent

k fine.

NO SCHOOL TMRW WOOHOO REJOICE!! Not sure whether we'll be playing wii or sth....

Gotta submit thumbnails by tmrw as well! Procrastination again~~~~

ok byeeee

2009-02-03T09:03:00.002+08:00

school was pretty good ytd :) i've pinned up my book and bookmarks ytd with the help of wh, mai, benny and xk!! thanks guysssssssss :D

anw the book turned out... not as good as i thought it would be. probably because of the binding and everything. but whatever la i can't be bothered alr.

School later at 12 and i have a quiz at 4pm for HoCos! I've just started reading through though.... i hope some info would get into my head. We haven't been studying for like... a year? excluding texfun.

Rusty brainzzzzzzzz

Oh and thanks julai for the poem!! last sat i met her and she accompanied me to get my papers :D i wasted like an hour just to choose the papers and to finalize my idea and julai came to the rescue!!!! hahaha so sorry i am fickle minded hehe

And since drawess is gone..... i feel much better :) Shit the emo school posts. From now onwards im gonna be positive with school cause i think the last two blocks of year1's gonna be interesting ;)

On a side note, i've reschedule my dental appt twice due to school and i think my braces are rotting........ i think by the 6th year then i'll remove it. zzzzzzzzzzzzz

I just hope i'll remove it before ting jie's wedding which is in.... is it october? k not sure.

but yeah :)

k back to my notes!

2009-02-02T04:24:00.003+08:00

I AM DAMN HAPPY NOW :DDDDDD

I FINISHED MY BOOK AND BOOKMARK LIAO YAYYYYYYY

I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED :)

THE BEST THING IS I FINISHED 3BOOKMARKS IN LIKE.... AN HOUR?

AND I RLY LIKE ONE OF THEM!!!

MAGIX OF ILLUSTRATOR BRUSHES!! LOVE IT!

but im afraid she'll like.. gimme low marks cause she's like the VSC section head and she probably knows illustrator inside out and then she'll be thinking that i just make use of the brushes to do my work lor.

which is pretty true anyway. LOL!!!!!!!!!

wah damn happy now hahaha

ok i think i should go sleep alr.

lesson at 12 tmrw but i have to go early to print!!! zzzz

k bye :DDD

2009-02-01T05:20:00.003+08:00

i'm still awake. i dont feel exhausted. i can continue on with my book but i doubt so. dont wanna waste the rest of the day by sleeping.

i need an idea for my bookmark. right now im focusing more on the book. i dont know if i should use illustrator to trace my drawings. i feel like drawing stickman. but it has been done. zzzzz smart guy.

anw thanks xt for the video to to to to toppings HAHA

i think i should hit the sacks now. i hope i can wake up at 10am

morning ppl :))

no time for regrets

stop the ranting

it's just a small lil obstacle

i should start being more positive bout school

it's almost been a year

new year resolution:

To refrain from doing last min work

note: refrain. so it isnt a must

righttttttttt

fucked up day

2009-01-30T18:39:00.004+08:00

No afternoon class ytd so i started doing my work... till about 9+pm and went home with xt.

Draw draw shade shade till 5am zomg and i was done for my book (damn sketchy) and left the robot head for my A2.

Well done, lecturer tells me to redo my book mark because we are not allowed to use photoshop. Even though * is cute, but fuck it because he uses photoshop for his 3 bookmarks and he does not need to redo. FINE i accept that photoshop is not allowed.

How bout illustrator? The illustrated work cannot look more than 10% similar to the original picture. So tell me, how do i illustrate the side view of a bath tub? Apparently i have to choose a classic bathtub and the shape of all classic bathtubs are like 99% similar so tell me how. change the angle????? i was damn pissed seriously but i had to keep my cool. anyway i still have to redo so fuck it already.

Saturday gone.

And i've decided to redo my book as well cause it's damn shitty and rushed.

Sunday gone.

I just wanna have some rest.

And i didn't manage to finish shading my A2 cause we had to pin our works up at 3pm.

Sheowtong says my composition is good and it's much more interesting than my initial idea. But i didn't finish shading. like... half the head.

honestly i feel like crying. I should have done my A2 and ignore my book. IF I HAD KNOWN, i'd finish up my A2. Or rather IF I HAD KNOWN i couldn't finish shading, I would stay up to continue shading instead of sleeping at 5am and waking up at 8.

And now, A2 would probably get a C and i have to spend the weekends doing my bookmark and book.

.... I hate today. I hate myself for always leaving all my work till the end.

except for the bookmark. i can't get over it.

shit the bath tubs and rubber duckies. imma think of something better and less childish and un-photoshopped and un-illustrated.

............

have a happy weekend.

(i feel damn sore now)

2009-01-28T23:21:00.003+08:00

I am still trying to settle down and do my work now.

The main reason why i feel so slack now cause i did 11pages of the dummy while waiting for my parents just now. I know, i still have the A2, the real book and 9more pages of the dummy to go but i seriously can't start my work now... i feel like sleeping. every night i am this tired. when i wake up, i am still tired. and recently, i haven't been taking the bus to school. why else would i be so punctual every day? i can't seem to wake up at 7am. Home is 20mins away from TP but i have to be at the bus stop by 8am cause after that 15 would be so full till the bus uncle refuses to take anyone.

And i think i have to do the development for my final again. I dont know if i should since i only have 1 full day (well 1/2 to be exact) to complete my book and the a2 drawing.

I haven't even bought my papers for the book!!!!!!!!!! so how am i gonna start? and i seriously dont feel like touching the A2. It's disgustingly huge.

Hello, a2 size is considered huge for jiaqi because i have never done an A2 drawing before. Trust me, i'll get a C for drawess.

what's new?

i feel damn whiney now and i don't feel the urge yet.

i quote gene, " jiaqi ah jiaqi............ "

.....

1 more day to an already short weekend and it's hell all over again.

i think school's a chore.

to quote gene again " i think we're not enjoying enough "

i agree.

2009-01-27T00:23:00.003+08:00

Will update bout cny soon. Dad spammed my cam with 155 pics zomg. but i look like shit in all of them. It was a good time to camwhore BUT I SHY!!!!!!!!!!!

HHHAHAHAAHH

anw, took this from Mai's blog!

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

like you'll never see me again

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Yi shou ge de shi jian -.-

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Forever awwww

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Independent hmmm not bad

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Just fine, quite true!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Closer

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?

Spotlight

WHAT IS 2+2?

Shuo hao de xing fu ne

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Say it again aww sweet

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Live your life -.-

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

one step at a time (so true!!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

What you got

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Whatever you like OMG HAHAHAHAHA NO!!!!!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Stupid HHHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHHAAHHA NO!!!!!!!!!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Pu gong ying de yue ding AWW

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

A millie OMG HAHAHAHA HAHAHHAHA AHAHAHAHA HAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Let's just be

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Baby it's you LOL

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Qin ai de na bing bu shi ai qing

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

When i'm with you SWEET BUT HUH OMG NO PLS!!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Womanizer?!?!?!?!

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Promiscuous girl -.-

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Single ladies HAHAHA

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Right now (Na na na) WAH NOT BAD HAHHAHHAHA

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Take a bow

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Promise

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

River flows in you

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

Fallin' out awwwwwww

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Like a boy

ok la byebye

2009-01-25T16:07:00.006+08:00

National museum!

Our first successful jumpshot after 10000000000 tries LOL

Happy birthday pris!!!! (21/1)

Macro lovin' !!

Hope you like your present :)))

HHHAHHAHAA who's that girl hiding?

hungcheee!

Happy bday yang! (23/1)

Reunion dinner on Fri. We had two suckling pigs two lou hei duck chicken prawns and a small portion of veggies. Carnivores unite!!

The thing bout younger cousins, we seem to be able to bond tgt even if we see each other like 3-4 times a year. The power of card games probably hahhahah. MY TWO GUY COUSINS' FEET GREW AGAIN LOL SERIOUS!!!!!! I BET THEY'RE SIZE 13 OR STH!!!!! and one of them is taller than my bro now omg...... and his hand is like so much bigger than his face. honestly!!

Went to georges to meet sheefu and ckt and people! Was kinda boring but me&sf found our favourite drink woooo damn nice.

thanks yang for the jacket btw! i feel guilty cause i'm supposed to give you a present................... LOL haha

Reunion dinner on sat at my mum's side. Steamboat!! wooo. more card games.. looking at babieeeeees so cute!

Today.............. damn pissed with this stupid buyer.

She smsed me telling that i can walk to eunos mrt now. Initially we set it at 12+pm but 10+am she say can meet liao. Nvm, i go.

Walk halfway she smsed me saying her dad bringing her to temple. Meet at 12pm. Nvm i go singpost to collect my mail first.

The queue was freakin long. 20mins later im only at 1/4. She told me to go eunos again cause she's done alr. I told her to come paya lebar. She say her dad pissed with her alr. ok fine i go.

I waited for 15min........................... she called saying she reach liao. Look around, don't have.

" OH EH I'M AT PAYA LEBAR! SO SORRY! ... "

.... FUCK damn pissed i tell you. Then i went back to paya lebar AGAIN. at least she was there. asshole.

Went to queue AGAIN. and it took me 45mins to get my mails. Double pissed. I wasted like 3hours of my day.

Ok not like im gonna use the 3 hours doing my work but still... I could have used the 3hours to do something else. Something more useful than waiting for that girl.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Bai nian tmrw and tues!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOT EATEN ANY BAK KWA I WANT LEH......

ok i have not touched my work at all. good luck to jiaqi.

2009-01-22T21:54:00.004+08:00

Will blog bout national museum another time with pics. * didn't go hais but jumpshots were damn fun! xt i hope you're fine..

Skipped dental ytd cause i couldn't finish my work. School blabla.. Celebrated pris's bday :)) Pics another time la heh.

School tdy was great cause * came woohooooooooooooo

Expo was pretty fun cause we all slacked at Subway eating cookies. well at least i did outline abit.

Home and i took a nap... and i've not started on my work. what's new rgt

OH ON MY WAY HOME I SAW YONGYU SAW ME I SAW YY OMG i was like :O OMG and he's like :O :D HAHA!

damn evil....

tmrw's gonna be a long day

school till 6, reunion dinner at aunt's house then off to celebrate yang's bday. i'll be out from 8+am to 3+am?

dad says my dark eye circles are getting worse. i know rgt. i think i have some disease. i used to sleep at 10pm and that time i already had dark eye circles.

i think i have DECC dark eye circle cancer

ok i wasted 15min i should rly start my perspective and development and stupid sunflower AHHHHHH!!!!!

2009-01-19T21:00:00.004+08:00

i have to force myself to complete the research and development and sketches for the DrawEss final by TONIGHT omg....

i might have to return to school tmrw after National Museum because i need to use illustrator. my laptop is damn useless zz

i'll have to finish my persepective drawing of bedok reservoir and mixed media by tmrw tonight....

i'll have to go to school early on wed despite the fact that there'll be no VPEss in the morning. I'll have to complete my bookmark by then cause at night we'll be celebrating pris bday!

after returning home i'll have to do VPEss ex4 to be handed in on thurs morning.

thurs afternoon have to go expo to draw again zzzzzzzz

and most probably i'll have to come out with our final draft for DrawEss o.m.g

i have a lot of stuff to do man omg.

stressed to the max.

i'm looking fwd to tmrw's outing though.. i hope * goes HHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

ok time to do my work bye

/edit

omg hahaha i just realised the perspective and mixed media hand in on friday... phew. but still.......

omg i can't think of any ideas for final. the idea i told ST today was too difficult i don't think i'm able to draw it out

and i asked my dad for ideas but he told me to draw vegetables and what nian gao omg i almost went crazy

omg i keep omg-ing ok i need to brainstorm alr omg

2009-01-18T21:49:00.007+08:00

Met sf after sch on fri. Dinner at HK cafe where i saw connie and her friends also haha so coincidental. Then we walked around. I tried to look for cny clothes but to no avail zzzz. Then starbucks for some funny vids and the awesome studs woohoooooo i want moreeeeee im sorry im sorry im sorry hehehehhe ass

Bedok reservoir with a few classmates + sheowtong and his dog, mei mei! cass xy sam and i were darn lazy to draw man.. we just nua-ed and realized the rest were like nua-ing too lololol

Some pics:

Damn nice lor this pic...

hmmm failed jumpshot haha

LOL sheow tong looks abusive here hahhaah kidding

Met julai at fep. First time she's not late LOL. Walked around in search for cny clothes TO NO AVAIL AGAIN. Seriously eh whenever i have money and i wanna buy stuff they just don't appear zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Had ajisen for dinner then hd and her bf came. Wanted to have dessert but in the end couldn't find a nice place then we went home. It was nice catching up with them and had the usual nonsensical stuff hahahaha :)

Went to chinatown this evening with family+aunt.

Some cheenatown pics:

retarded bro

OMG!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!

this is the guy who drew those... omg he damn zai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wished i had half of this drawing skills man

this retarded china guy. you see that small lil blue thingy? he claims it's magical toy

the thingy will like jump, sit and stand up and listen to your instructions

APPARENTLY, THERE'S THIS FISHING LINE ATTACHED TO IT!!!

why i know? look at his right hand. 24/7 put there one. won't move at all.

omg and he sells the blue thingy FOR FIVE BUCKS and some retard bought it.... -.-

pretty sure you guys have heard of this german guy selling sausages and stuff in Chinatown

he was featured in the newspapers several times.

awesome onion buns

awesomex100000000 bratwurst sausages!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the cheese really oozes out. not those$1 per stick kind where the cheese is minimal. this is like... heavenly.

MUST TRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dad and his "yo-yo" pants LOL

.... weird position for calligraphy.

ya ok that's all.

Passion

2009-01-15T20:57:00.003+08:00

i swear ytd and ytd's ytd was the suayest days ever. Saw so many ppl zomg.

mb came to tp and saw my hair also.

i still feel insecure man. fuckit

school today. stayed back to do drawess. laptop was useless cause there were other ppl arnd and im afraid i'd disturb them with my music

i only managed to finish my building

i have transformation, half body and "changwei"'s face to do

i dont know if i should redo changwei cause it looks like.... another guy. a young one-.-

i need some life. i feel like i have no life.

i need passion for my work. cause right now i just wanna skip all modules which includes drawing. i rly wanna get to year2 now but i think it'll all be the same

i sincerely hope me&sf's plan will come true. at least it's something i wanna do. apart from the designing part if we ever get to do that hmmmm

i need passion for dance as well. it's like.. a want instead of a need right now. i think i should quit. the only thing that makes me wanna dance is concerts and youtube vids. i need to do something bout it. some day.

tmrw's friday. omg finally and im meeting sf.

i need cny clothes. and clothes for school. im reverting to basics. ya i know i keep repeating it but... ya lol

i wanna wear hats but i can't WHY

i hope my hair grows slightly longer and less straighter

and i might have to spend my weekends doing the bookmark.

ok i have to generate bookmark designs tonight too

i am hungry cause mum isn't back yet

i don't wanna start doing my work

i have to start doing my work now

i have to stop this random post

bye :)

p.s: nana, choose whatever's best for you. it's not about you being selfish really. cause we understand and respect your decision :))

2009-01-11T12:25:00.003+08:00

Friday

School as usual. DIRTY DAY!!!! Started with Benny's anyhow "jiao" friends then become "lan4 jiao1" LOLOLOL aiya you all won';t understand but it was damn funny hahaha

Met nana at town and had Crystal jade with her family. zomg damn nervous lor!!! THEN NANA MADE IT WORSE BY " my father angry alr...." just because i didnt understand their lang zzzzzzz ass hahaha

Sf came ltr on then we went to starbucks to slack and talk and some dirty stuff from sf-.- She's getting sicker by the minute!!!!!!!!!!!!

Therefore i shall pronounce 9 Jan as Dirty day!

Sat

Went to t3 with sf for Popeyes!!! I swear the cartoon is darn lame. I kept "tsk-ing" cause the ending is SO PREDICTABLE so annoying

Then to t1 to send nana off..... Hope to see you in March cause that means....... :O

HAHAHA you better make your decision quickly hehehe

ok la no stress.

Then to bugis which is freaking crowded and i got a free tee from sf aww sweet thanks HAHAHAHA

Ms later for some dope fish soup but the fish damn fishy no really

And home early cause we were tired heh.

ok today.....

my heart v itchy i wanna go out but but but but i have perspective drawing to do and to be handed in on monday and the layout thingy on tues and the collage thingy on thurs alamak howwwwww

and i still cant decide btwn nano and touch gahhhhh

newayssss mum called from bkk ytd! she said she bought 10-20 pcs of clothing for me :O

omg i hope they're niceeee woohoooooooooooooooo :)))))

okbye

2009-01-08T21:49:00.004+08:00

No afternoon class today.

School suck. VPEss suck DrawEss suck.

i hate being put down like this

i hate being blamed for everything

i hate it when a joke hurts, because it's the truth

but im trying i really am

im saying i can't, because i really can't

think positive.

it's my problem.

2009-01-05T23:55:00.004+08:00

Had a surprise bday cake thingy for my bro at my aunt's house aww sweet shit i have pics but i cant post them up zzzz

Felt like a lab rat cause of my hair.

Today (monday) also.... I know it's shocking right. I am still trying to get used to my reflection. LOL

After a long and boring director's talk... We went to have Macs for lunch!

Then lessons... sucked. It's so ..... i just feel like slacking at home lor. DrawEss does not make me feel any better even though S.T is quite niceeee. It just bothers me a lot that the whole class seems to be able to draw well except for me. Im not being pessimistic i'm being realistic wow it rhymes HAHA

no but i am serious.. it is so stressful! ok not really im just stressing myself out.

at the end of this block, it's pretty clear what im going to say right? "can pass can liao...."

... i know rgt...

zz ok i shall go sleep. have to wake up early again

and i will not spill any milo like this morning and have to clean up the mess and missed the bus once then another time cause nobody flagged it

okbye

2009-01-05T00:52:00.003+08:00

I went to layer my hair today.

And i kind of regret it LOL i should have just cut it shorter at the back

.......

I know rgt

My hair looks so bald now and it's like so away from my face

It looks like... i have a lot of split ends

Even though all my relatives said i look nicer

but.

... the more i look at myself, the weirder i think my hair is

but i just can't place it as in i can't find the real reason

i don't feel good in this hair now

i wanna hide

i wanna hide my hair in a cap

but a cap attracts more attention

and i don't look nice in a cap

aiya whatever

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!!!! OMG YOU'RE 20 OMG DAMN OLD DAMN DAMN OLD old piece of shit

ok i should sleep alr.. have to wake up early ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

sf i send you the pics another time.... maybe not I LOOK LIKE SHIT ok bye

DARTH VADER !

2009-01-03T23:15:00.004+08:00

MJ at gene's house!!! Met at PP then went to have pasta which pretty much sucked...... then to gene's house

Winner of the day = Xt who won $78 :O RECORD BREAKER!!!!!!!!!

Me and Mokmok's luck is so bad till we lost the same amount of money which included the purple one........

Today.. Collected our passports and waited for an hour cause my photo wasn't approved #(!)#(_!@#(~

Off to Beach rd for lunch and me and my mama went to town. Chicken... My hair like fuck. It wasn't what i wanted it to be lor i swear. I feel damn hideous :(

Then to chinatown then to Sushi tei for dinner with my dad aunt bro and cousin.

... My bro says i look like Darth Vader.

FUCK HAHAHHHAHAHAHAA

Which is quite true.........................

When my bro was bathing just now he kept singing the Star Wars song!!! LIKE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE TIME HE WAS IN THE TOILET AND WHEN HE CAME OUT HE COVERED HIS MOUTH AND NOSE AND MADE THAT BREATHING NOISE YOU KNOW THAT STUPID BREATHING NOISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT IS NOT FUNNY NO WAIT IT IS! HAAHHAHAHAHHAHA I KEPT LAUGHING THROUGHOUT MAN CHICKEN

........ but then again ... SHIT!!!!!!!! MONDAY = SCHOOL = DIRECTOR'S TALK = WHOLE SCHOOL PRESENT = I CANNOT HIDE = I WILL BE EXPOSED = MY HAIR WILL BE EXPOSED = LOTS OF COMMENTS = LOTS OF CRITICISM = LOTS OF LAUGHTER = TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILE

HAHAHAHAHA LOL SO SEC SCH-ISH

THINK.POSITIVE.

.... MY BRO JUST CHANGED HIS DP TO MY FACE WHICH IS PHOTOSHOPPED OR PAINT-ED INTO DARTH VADER'S HELMET

AND I CAN HEAR HIS LAUGHTER IN MY ROOM

................

I VERY DEPRESSED NOW HOW

HOW

Grrrrr-rr- ace / yx ______=) A lesson in Romantics mayday parade says:

HAHAHA

ur sister?

BIG BULLY LEI U

Darth Vader, my sis has become says:

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

she go cut her hair look like darth vader

i send u?

MY BRO IS DAMN EVIL HE SHOULD BE DARTH VADER

WAH I WANNA CAMP AT HOME NOW LIKE NOW

...

HAPPY NEW YR! 2009

2009-01-01T23:56:00.004+08:00

New year eve was spent with steamboat at home then to Changi beach club with the usuals for countdown!! Lots of spasm on the dance floor HAAHAHAH it was pretty awesome! Next was Georges and sat around and talked. My bro&yang came to fetch me home at like 5am. Awww sweeeeeeeeeet. They went to changi v to see shemales. uhmm...

Alright no visuals cause my dad took my cam away :/ zzzzz

Today, went to have lunch at Commonwealth then collected the popiah bucket lol. Then home for some MJ with my bro&yang. My mum joined in for awhile and that was when i had my first and last win. ZZZZZZZZZ.

Left for Gu Ma's house as she just got discharged from hospital. Hope she's feeling better now. Eh but their house really damn far... Near yew tee. And their dog super ultra hyperactive!!! He kept smelling my bro's * and tried to f* my bro's leg HAHHAHHAHA HILARIOUS PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was trying so freakin hard to suppress my laughter man...

Drove to Uncle MC's house at some faraway place also which until now i still love it. LURVIT!!!!!!!!!!!! (haha shuddup sf) Awesome house absolutely fabulous really. Awww and nate likes me now!! HE KEPT FLIRTING WITH ME HHAHHAAH he will like walk one big round then walk past me and like look at me. For like 10+ times i swear!!!! Eventually i carried him like twice and he fell asleep in my arms aww lovely lil love LOL

The house is so far away until i could receive some smses and couldn't open them. Until we left the place i received more smses-.-

ok that was so not impt but im just trying to stress the point that it was very far ok i shuddup

MJ TMRW!!!!

and im cutting my hair on sat eeeeeekkk

klabye

2008-12-30T17:10:00.003+08:00

MJ at gene's house ytd!! Seoul garden before that. I think i ate v little..... i was too bloated zzzz

So... joke of the day was Mokmok. HAHAHAHAHA She an gang 4 birds and i swear it was funny ma super duper ultra!!!!! The previous time she also made a joke, " eh zhe shi shen me? *opens tile* "

LOL!!!!!!!! you 3 know what i mean rgt....... HAHAHHAHA

Xt won Game of life again.

And im lucky again yay

Today, had many plans but........ i've decided to stay home and rot. Anyway tmrw still got time to run some errands....

I should have gone for a hair cut today cause tmrw and the day after it'll be packed and yada... hmmmmmmmmm nvm

And i wanted to change my blog layout. yeah i know like finally rgt? But i dont know how to copy and paste the codes already........

nvm.

lol bye!

Happy pot; TH+connie

2008-12-29T02:43:00.005+08:00

Happy pot with sf on sat! It is quite amazing. Loveeeeeee the charcoal grill!!! PP to pass ckt their lovely lil lil xmas presents LOL. Home after that.

We finally bought sth too!!! woohooo. and the first two pics quite clear hor!!! i think it's like clearer than my digicam who died on me for some reason :/

Anw, went to renew my passport with my mum in the morning then walked around... hais my parents are abandoning us for bkk. I wanna cry liao LOLOLOL but it's okay i shall sacrifice bkk for sth else. I hope sth will work out.............

Met scb today then we went to walk around.. Had HK cafe (shit scb i forgot to use my card today I JUST RMBED!! k nvm)

Met edwin after that. And we walked around aimlessly.............. LOL. GWC for islandcreamery which invited complaints from edwin saying that there were limited choices. shit you la serene centre v far leh... plan again next time. hahaha.

5 with edwin and his friends. i hope to see chris brown move soon...... HHAHAHAHA

meet you two sooon again :) hopefully we wont be walking around aimlessly again lolol

alright i am gg to have some prata now, my bro just came back I AM STARVING

k byesxz

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/edit.

why. of all things, our passports. why cannot less than 6 months. omg i am so damn upset now. ......................

MJ session; Xmas eve + xmas

2008-12-26T10:15:00.007+08:00

Tues (23/12)

MJ at gene's house!! Lunch at PP first.

Anw we started off by playing with mahjong cards which sucked as compared to MJ tiles!! Cause the MJ set was in gene's mum's car....... LOL poor us. after awhile we switched to Game of Life LOL then back to MJ cards. Evening her mum came back and YESSS WE FINALLY PLAYED USING TILES!!!!!! The feeling is damn shiok...... And i was really lucky that day woohooo

Wed (24/12)

Changi village for dinner then to aunt's house for Little Nyonya. Why? Cause bro cooked dinner for his beloved gf. SWEET HOR!!!! The meal costed $80+ i heard WTF and he built a bear for her AWW SWEEEEET!! My dad damn funny, before we went out he went to switch on the radio for some music. HHAHAHHAHAH WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF according to my bro, they thought got ghost or what haha dumb

Georges at night for countdown!!!!

Loved the confetti and stuff!!! but most of the time i was quite ..... cause i felt quite ...... LOL sf quite high and the rest were damn high and i still have the pic of nel+alwin....................................... LOLOLOLOL

HAHAHHAAHAHAHAH these two pics are the pictures of the night!!!

nel dared me to take pic with the girl. But the mum scared i snatch her daughter away..............................................................

Thurs (25/12)

Lunch at Gayatri with family and aunt! Muthu's is nicer~

Went to Chef Chan's for awhile. Got a lecture spanning 15mins. Like again. Everytime go there sure have one. poor kor.. and us as well. Luckily i had to go meet sf. I think i saved everyone :x HAHAHA

Met sf, fep. Walked around. Met mb and his friend in the lift so we went to talk for awhile. Ass.... Felt damn inferior cause they dance. I need 4months pls gimme time LOL

Last min decision to go Novena! Slacked at MOS after that.

Sf is mad. She concocted this shit. In order to prove our friendship. fy..............................

And she put ice in ketchup and chilli sauce and ate it. WTFFFFFFF

imagine myself in short hair. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Probably something along this line.................. I SCARED LA

ok today... finally a day for myself!!! probably paint my nails and have some greens HAHAHA ok la maybe out to get some stuff........ shit la i v lazy

and why can't we choose CDS???? help!

Georges; danzation; Soccerr match; Topone

2008-12-23T00:02:00.006+08:00

Georges again at night. (Fri 19/12)

Ckt+guys+mic+me

ignore my face and look behind... HAHAHAHAHA

Sat (20/12)

Met mianbao at town. Thanks for the tix :)

Had pontian. woohoo damn damn gooooooodddd

Danzation at NP. Their 2nd half = dope!!!!!!!!! super neat.

Love their themes as well. So freakin touching la it's still stuck in my head now!!!!!

sheefu+ sheefu sq

Went to Boo's house at night which is freakin nice... Sat by the poolside with the usuals and i became a bimbo. It's in me, right sheefu? hehehe.

Bro fetched me after night aww sweet. Had prata!!!

Sunday (21/12)

Sent nana off :( Will be seeing her like 2 weeks later i can't wait!!!! even though it's just 4 days... lurb chu nana!!!

Went to stadium with jane nel zl yang arnold and wm to get tix for soccer match. Got psycho-ed to go HAHA

Went to Uncle's house for xmas gathering first. The food is so niceeeee

Got onto my cousin's car since she's gg Stadium to take pics. I wanna work for sgpress also damn zaiiiiiiiiiiiii

Went with bro+cousin and sat at the vietnamese side LOL the ppl there damn funny. 2nd half went to look for jane+co then sat tgt with them.

Alright so singapore lost... but it was fun watching the match mannnnn even though jane's husband was really lousy AWWW janeeee hahaha

Walked back to uncle's house then home.

Monday (22/12)

Topone with gene xt and mokmok. Awwww thanks for the cam+bangles kkkk and the ducky file LOLOL and the 12 donuts. They were amazing :D

Had so much fun!! Throat hurts abit cause i shouted at the match then today went to sing and yeah hahaha

hmmmm that pretty much sums up my first half of the hols. Pretty awesome especially when nana's back :) aww dont amchio.

ok i wanna sleep alr goodnight!

Pulau ubin!

2008-12-22T23:40:00.008+08:00

PULAU UBIN!!!!!!!!!! (Fri 19/12)

pics not in sequence.

AWESOME PHOTO OF ME ON THE RIGHT HAHAHHAHHAAHHA shuddup

hi uncle i laiike chu, esp when you're digging your nose :)

freaking tower.

awesome pic of sheefu. WHO TAKE ONE and now look at my fucked up face on the right.....

coconut

muaythai training

AWESOME LIGHTING nel loves it

light raysssss

omg jane!

failed jumpshots hais